My secret life
My secret life
I have a secret life. This secret life is my life line. At a club in the middle of town, a mysterious person that comes out and dances her heart out once in a while. No one sees her come in. No one sees her leave. But when she's there she rocks on with the beat of the music and never drinks. She knows the DJ. And the DJ loves her. The thing is when leading a double life with the same guy other people think he's a cheater. The poor guy has to fight off everyone in the club sometimes and still do his job. But he loves it. The attention, that is.
Well this is my life and how my normal life got mixed up in it.
Chapter 1 Dance, Dance
It was Friday and I was about to get out of my last class for the day. My friend just called me up to go somewhere with him and his girl. Now this friend of mine has been with me since I could remember and never goes away. He's like my big brother. He said he'd pay for everyone since cover is free till ten. He's so cheep because I know for a fact no one even comes till ten but that's just me. The girl he's with currently also thinks she can dance so she wants to go show her moves. I call my DJ and tell him what's going on and to bring my club clothes, just in case. I always leave all my club clothes there with him. I really didn't want them knowing about me and my other life.
I don't even bother changing for the club. I just wear my jeans and blink 182 shirt. Since that's usually what I wear everyday. My hair is, dark brown as it always is, pulled up to a pony tail. I'm too lazy to do anything with it now. Nine thirty comes around and I just finished my homework. I can hear him honking from two blocks away. Grabbing my keys and wallet, I leave the house, I came to find the rest of my friends from school and him. Oh could this get any worse. His girlfriend asked if I was ready to party. "Yeah sure," I answer. Not really enthusiastic. Miroku my gayest looking guy friend there even though he's not, we still tease him about coming out of the closet, catches me and says, " You sound like your not happy to go to the club with us, we're hurt!" And he throws on a pout. See what I mean. Does that not scream gay. Oh well.
Songo's the hyper one. Bounces all over the place and then bounces on you. She loves to dance and sing and party like there's no tomorrow. She's the only one outside of DJ that knows about my double life, but she's cool with it. She wants to start doing it with me but I told her not too. She pouted for a while but then got over it.
We were at the club just in time to get in for free. DJ was already there. I caught his deep golden eyes and nodded to him to let him know I was there. We sat in a booth off to the side till the club got rolling. Everyone was dancing now and Hojo's girlfriend , what her name again? Oh yeah, Kikyo. She wanted to dance. She finally pulled him to the dance floor and the other boys followed. Songo and I just looked at each other and knew something was gonna go down and some how I think my double life was gonna be it. I wanted to avoid it but Kikyo was in the middle of the floor and people started moving away and some we're even leaving. DJ looked at me like he needed me, while the manager was starting to make his way to him. I knew what needed to be done and I hated it.
I told Songo I was going in and to cover me. She gave me a knowing look then nodded. I raced to the DJ booth before the manager could get there. I told him I was going to save the day. "Thank god" he mutters as I grabbed my bag, quickly opening it to get all my clothes and mask. When I was done changing I stepped out from behind the booth just as the manager was coming in. I winked at him and I knew he knew I was gonna save the day. Sorry Kikyo, you can't dance.
I was making my way to the dance floor as the music changed to my current favorite song. DJ's good at what he does. I was almost to where Kikyo and all my friends were. My mask in place, I made my move and soon sweat was starting to pore. Everyone started returning to the dance floor and were dancing around me. I looked up at DJ to see what was happening and saw him smiling at me. I saved the day again and he knew it. I was pushed up on the pole in the middle by a bunch of boys right next to Kikyo. I looked at her and she looked at me. One would think we were twins. Maybe thats why Hojo's dating her? The only thing different were our hair and eyes. My eyes were brown while Kikyo were blue. I think she was blond at one time because she acts like it although right now her hair is black. She didn't look too happy but for now, I had a show to do, so I couldn't help it. My hips were swaying and I was jamming and the beat was rocking and I felt so relaxed.
That's when it happened. I was pushed. By who, I only needed one guess. Why did I forget Kikyo got really jealous. Ok so back to me falling. Yeah I fell but I didn't care because I was caught by the time I relised I was falling. The music stopped and DJ was there with in seconds making sure I was ok. Songo was next to me and started asking if I was ok too. I said I was fine and then looked up at Kikyo. She looked pist. She was down off the pole and in Hojo's arms telling him that I was making her look bad. I quietly thanked the guy that caught me and asked DJ to go back to his booth. I looked at Songo and to the rest of my friends that didn't know it was me and nodded my head outside. Songo followed me and I could hear DJ getting everything back in order.
We were outside on the front patio. Hojo was staring at me now thinking to himself. He was smart when need be. And now the wheels are turning. I couldn't talk. I could breath. I couldn't think. Oh I was fucked and I rarely said that. Kikyo came up to me and I tried to keep my brown eyes down because I knew, I felt it in my bones, with one look they would know. I really didn't know what to do. I could see her hand coming up to slap me. I didn't think I did anything wrong. I waited for it to come but it never came. I looked up a little to see Hojo was there in front of me looking down at me. It surprised me. He looked mad. No scratch that he looked pist. Oh no what to do?
"Who do you think you are?" huh. Wow I wasn't expecting that. I tilted my head to the side in confusion. Was he really that stupid. Did he really not know it was me. So much for friendship. Thats for sure. But isn't that what I had wanted. For him not to notice it was me. I heard Sango give a sigh of relief. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to under mind anyone." Yeah I did it. What was I suppose to do? Get mad. Yell at her that she couldn't dance. And then what. Have a fight break out and be baned from coming to the club again. Oh hell no. Anything was better then that.
"Well You should be, you had no right..." Ok scratch that! "What you were the one who pushed me! And unless I'm mistaken but.." Oh crap now I'd done it. When I said that she was on top of me yelling and her hands were flying. I blocked as much as I could, but I didn't think Kikyo was much of a fighter in till now, but like I was gonna let her get the best of me like that. Then it happened. My mask. No anything but that. She stopped. I looked up at her in disbelief. My mask was gone. My mask was gone. I had nothing to hid my face. Nothing to hid my identity. My whole image was gone now and I was me again. Silent, scared, keep to myself me. What now. I saw Hojo come into view now. I was looking at him. he looked at me. my Best friend. My brother form another mother, or so that sutpid saying goes. He yanked Kikyo off me and started to walk off. Saying something about its time to leave.
I just sat there what was I gonna go. I was watching my best "guy" friend walk away for me and for what. I stupid secret life that I held so dear to me. That was my life line. What was I gonna do go after him. Everyone was gone now. Except Songo. Miroku tried to pull her away too but she stood still. I looked up at her. I could see the pity in her eyes for me. I was scared. I was suddenly lonely and I wanted my DJ. My Inuyasha to comfort me and hold me tight. What had I done. Songo came up behind me and picked me up. She hid me away in her arms and took me back inside to him. The one and only place I wanted to be. With my DJ.
