Take it
I knew it would be something horrible the moment I pulled into the driveway. I got out and looked straight into his eyes, they were black today, black as pitch.
"Would you mind going for a walk with me?" he asked. All I could think now was "Oh no. I have to be brave,"
"Ok" I answered.
We walked for what seemed like hours into the trees. He was always ahead of me. Finally we stopped. I was not going to be able to find this spot again or find my way home for that matter.
"This will do" He said. Be brave I reminded myself. Their was a brief pause and suddenly I understood what was happening.
"You're leaving."
"Yes"
I wanted to cry. I wanted to lay down dig myself a grave and cry for eternity. But instead I asked the only thing there was to ask.
"Why."
"Because we are beginning to look to young, it's getting suspicious."
"Than take me with you!" I hollered and this time I did cry. I cried furiously.
"No."
"Why not!" I yelled in between gasps of air. I could not stop the tears from coming they were a literal waterfall.
"You are just an experiment. Just a human I wanted to try on like a shoe I didn't quite like. You are just one sprinkle on an ice cream cone. And I don't like sprinkles very much."
"You don't want me?" a pain ripped across me like a baby rips paper, slowly but effectively. Heat was flooding not just my face but my entire body, and I started to shake. He just stood there watching me like I was an interesting program on the TV.
"No, I don't." With that he started to turn. However I grabbed his arm and spun him around to face me.
"I'm not done yet!" I yelled. He rolled his eyes but stood still. I snatched the nearest sharp thing I could find, which happened to be a rusted piece of scrap metal, and slashed my arm with it a few times. Extending it toward him I say. . .
"Take it." I have stopped crying by now and probably look furious.
"Bella this is stupid I can't do that." Though he looked at it with longing.
"Yes, you can! It will be easy! You are saying you don't love me then prove it!
You know you still love me! You know you do! Why Edward?! Why must you still my heart but leave my blood! A heart can not beat without blood. And blood can not circulate without a heart to pump it onwards. Just take it!
"Bella I don't love you! When will you understand that I never did?"
"Are you too weak to do it than? Do you think anyone will care that there is one less human on the planet? You said yourself that I mean nothing to you. But I know my blood does so take it!"
"Bella I . . ."
I cut myself once more, shoved my arm into his face and yelled
"TAKE IT!"
"Fine!!" he seized my hand and snapped it to his mouth with such force that I fell. I felt a searing pain just before it went black.
