Rain
Raining…again
Do you ever feel like the world has collapsed? We live in a society that kills and strives for endless power. Shit is fucked up, but I learned a long time ago that it shouldn't let it bother me. Being the smartest didn't matter, being the kindest didn't matter, or being there for others didn't matter. What mattered was if I survived or not. But what do I know right? I'm only in high school.
Rain always reminded me to always get up. To let destiny pick you up and make you strong only for it to let you fall again. But when I fell, I always hoped others would see it. It's an endless cycle that goes on for an eternity until humanity no longer exists. Shits depressing as fuck but it's the truth. I'm just glad I have two idiots to help me survive.
"Double D get your lazy ass up already! It's bad enough it's raining outside!" Eddy McKinley…one of the school jocks. One of the best wide receivers in the state. One of the biggest assholes you'll ever meet. He's also one of my best friends.
"Hold on a sec…just need to finish typing this…"
"Nigga, da'fuck you typing for? Holy shit! Was there an essay due for Coach Nomore?!"
"Don't say 'nigga' it's degrading. And no there isn't any essay due for her today. I'm just typing to just type."
"Well, you've always been a nerd. Just hurry up before we miss the bus, Edd is already waiting for us outside" Ah Edd, the biggest dumbass you'll ever meet. I always wondered if he was dropped on his head when he was a new born. One time he stuck a live turkey in an a/c. Don't ask how he did it because I don't even know but it amazes me how he does what he does.
"HELLO DOUBLE D! HOW ARE YOU DIS MORNING?"
"I'm fine Edd thanks for asking. Can we go now? It's cold." I shriveled as I felt the rain drip down my spine.
"You always got to bitch about something don't you Double D." said an ominous voice.
"Who in the fuck sake said that?" eddy clenched his jaw as he looked around for the mysterious voice.
"It's me shit face. Kevin."
"For fucks sake Kevin! I was about to kick your ass!" Eddy laughed, "I thought you were some little punk picking on my bitch."
"I'm not you bitch Eddy! Who the fuck do you think you're talking to you dick head?!" I grabbed and pulled him up by his shirt…it's great to be taller than most of these guys.
"Oh wow eddy, you made him say a cuss word!" Kevin laughed
"OH PLEASE LEAVE DOUBLE D ALONE! HE IS ARE BUDDY!"
"Shut the fuck up Edd! Hey Lil'Bitch, what the fuck are you going to do?" Eddy then reached toward my throat ready to choke me. He was right, what was I going to do? I never do anything for my own lame reasons. But today was different. Maybe it was cause of the rain or the fact that I always give in to these dicks, but it's different. "What the fuck are you doing?!" I grabbed both his arms and twisted them away from my throat, then kicked one of Eddy's knee caps. "AHHHHH! What the fuck you did that for?!" Eddy spat
"You asked me what was I going to do about, so instead I showed you."
