This story is very long because it just decribed the 3 years of Cate's hell and a bit of some chapters of the story when you think life is bad for you are flowing around.

14 years – 17 years

Cate woke up in the hospital, after 2 months and no memory.

Thomas and Nicole were saying to her that she killed their daughter and Cate called for the nurse.

The nurse came into the room and Cate asked her who those people was.

When the doctor came a few minutes later, Cate heard that she was in a car accident and was in a coma for 2 months.

When he asked her what she could remember, Cate said that she knew nothing at all.

The doctor said that it was normal and that she needed some time to adjust.

When the doctor left the room, Cate saw the two stuffed monsters, Zippy and Jackles, and she remembered Luke and Michael.

Nicole came into the room and said: 'you little bitch, you are going to pay for the dead of Carolynn.'

'I know nothing, ma'am' Cate said.

'Well let me explain to you what happened, you let Carolynn into the car with that low life and you killed them ?' Nicole spat to her.

'Who's Carolynn ?' Cate said.

Thomas came in the room when Cate said that and he saw his wife's reaction.

'Don't act stupid bitch, you know that she's our daughter and you are her shadow' Thomas said.

Cate looked at him and she didn't recognized him or Nicole as her parents, like the doctor said.

The nurse came by and said to Thomas and Nicole that they had to leave and Cate need some rest.

When the nurse left, Thomas looked at Cate and said; ' You are going to pay for the death of Carolynn and Michael wants to kill you for killing his brother.'

Thomas took his wife by the hand and they left.

An hour later, Cate began to remember little things about her life.

When she left the hospital a few weeks later, Cate still didn't remember the accident but she knew that she couldn't call Thomas and Nicole mom and dad and that she never did that either.

When Thomas and Nicole took her home, the first thing what happened when they stepped into the house, was a fist colliding with Cate's face and stomach.

Cate cried and she didn't understand why those people would hurt her.

When Thomas was done with her, Cate was sent to her room and had to stay there.

When she saw a picture of her and an identical looking girl, on her nightstand in her room, Cate got memories of Carolynn, her twin sister.

She remembered the fights between her so called parents and her grandparents, who disappeared 2 years ago and Nicole said they were dead to them.

She remembered the times when Joanna taught her to bake pies and cakes and she remembered the times when Tristan taught her to play the guitar.

She remembered that Carolynn was lazy to do anything in the house and that her grandparents always said that Carolynn was spoiled.

Cate even remembered that Luke got her sister pregnant last year and she had to have an abortion.

Cate went to her bathroom and cleaned herself after Thomas and Nicole left the house.

Cate soon found out how her life was going to be.

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Cate returned to Lawrence high a week after she was released from the hospital and when she stepped into the building, all of the students looked at her as if she had a contagious disease.

They all were talking behind her back and calling her names.

Cate saw her friends but they wouldn't be seen with her and they all walked away from her.

Suddenly she was grabbed by her shoulder and pushed to the lockers, when a voice said ; 'Why did you woke up ?'

Cate was turned around and came face to face with Dean Winchester.

Dean was the quarterback of the football team and he was very popular.

'I asked you a question, why did you wake up? Haven't you caused enough damage?' He asked.

Cate looked at him and said; 'Well I don't remember anything, not the so called accident, who Thomas and Nicole are, don't remember a girl named Carolynn or even who you all are ?' Cate said lying about her parents and Carolynn.

Dean looked at her and noticed that she didn't even recognized Michael, who was standing behind him and walked away soon after.

'Winchester, step away from Cate-Lynn' a voice said and Cate was looking to the direction of the voice.

The principal came and every student were booing him because anyone of them were happy about Cate's return.

'Go to your classes or I'll let you al stay in detention.' The principal said.

Dean gave one mean look at Cate and walked away with Sam and Adam.

Cate was letting go her breath that she didn't know she was holding.

She grabbed her bag and walked with the principal to her classroom.

Cate knew that she was in hell and that she was nothing.

Truth was, it was worse than hell, she was calling names like Trash bag, some girls were locking her up into her locker or the closet and Dean was bullying her with his friends.

When Cate got home after school, the beatings and the hate continued when she got home.

Cate swore to herself that nobody would know the truth about her memory.

Cate swore to herself that nobody would break her and she mentally build a wall.

When she came to school, she didn't care about shit and she skipped classes when she didn't feel like to learn.

After a few months, the doctor found out that Cate didn't talk about her memory, her life and school.

When Cate was referred to a psychologist, Cate was silent and refused to talk with anyone.

The psychologist diagnosed a high level stress trauma and depression after he heard the concerns of Cate's teachers about her.

He prescribed medication and recommended an admission to a psychiatric ward, but Thomas and Nicole wouldn't agree with the admission or the medication.

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After a year, Cate remembered everything but the accident, when she got her lunch and walked to an empty table.

When she sat down, she saw 2 boys, looking identical on another table where Dean sat there with his brother Sam and their friends Michael, Adam, Jo and an another boy who Cate didn't know.

Cate was staring at the two boys with dark hair and the most bluest eyes she ever saw.

One of them had his hair stick up every angle when the other one was combed neatly.

Soon enough Cate remembered the accident.

Memory

When Luke stopped the car, Carol was pushing her into the backseat before she took the passenger seat.

Cate buckled her seatbelt up and noticed that Luke and Carol didn't.

Luke started the car and drove away with high pinched sound.

Luke was doing 150 km/h and Carol was laughing.

'I don't like it' Cate said.

'Oh come on Cattie live a little, don't be such a spoil sport' her twin said.

'Well somebody have to Callie, what if the cops are here and they see that you both aren't wearing a seatbelt?' Cate said.

'Then we step on the pedal and escape them.' Luke said.

'How did you even got a car?' Cate asked.

'I stole it' Luke said.

'No I'm not going to play games with you, please stop the car.' Cate said.

'Too late you're already in it' Carol said.

'GODDAMNED STOP THE FUCKING CAR YOU MORON.' Cate yelled.

After that they all heard police cars with their sirens on and Luke stepped on the pedal again, trying to shake off the cops.

'Too late Cattie, There are cops everywhere' Carolynn said.

' ARE YOU FUCKING OUT OF YOUR MIND, YOU FUCKING KNOW THAT THEY WOULD BLAMING ME FOR THIS CAROLYNN' Cate yelled.

'It's just having fun' Luke said while he drove faster and faster.

'SLOW DOWN, DO YOU FUCKING WANT TO FUCKING KILL US' Cate yelled.

Before Luke could respond, he saw police cars driving into their direction.

'Let's see who laughing' Luke said while he tried to dodge the police.

'NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO' Cate said and suddenly a crash was heard.

She saw Cate and Luke flying through the windshield when the car crashed against a police car full frontal.

She heard the cars approaching and she saw that the engine caught fire.

Cate was struggling to open her seatbelt and when she succeed, some cops had opened the door and pulled her out.

One of them carried her to a save distant and asked her questions.

'Who are you?'

'Cate-Lynn Di Angelo.'

'How old are you?'

'I'm 14 years old'

'Who are they?'

'Lucifer Milton and Carolynn Di Angelo'

'How old are they?'

'Carol is my twin sister so she also 14 years old and Luke is 15 years old.'

'What happened?'

Cate told him everything and when she heard the ambulance, she lost her consciousness.

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'Heey what are you looking at?' A voice was calling, pulling Cate into the present.

Cate shook her head, not knowing that she didn't respond for fifteen minutes.

'Heey bitch I was talking to you, why did you stare at Castiel and Jimmy ?' Dean asked her when he walked to her.

'That's none of your business if I stare at them or was daydreaming and just happened to look at their direction Winchester.' Cate said while she stood up and walked away.

Dean was going after her but he was called back by Sam.

'Let her, she's not worth it.' Jimmy said.

Castiel was looking at her and found her beautiful but creepy.

Cate ran away from school and she couldn't give a damn about anything.

She knew that Thomas and Nicole never loved her and they lied about the accident.

Cate went to the diner and realized that she's broke, so a slice of pie was out of the question.

She walked to the park and sat there until she knew that Thomas and Nicole weren't home.

Some weeks later Cate was hiding her bruises, the teachers were calling her parents about her grades and that she skipping classes and Cate met Balthazar, her only friend.

When Balthy found out about her cuts and bruises, he found a solution.

He was working at a grocery store and Cate got a job there in her summer vacation.

The store was in Kansas city, so nobody even knew that Cate was working.

She got more friends, one of them even learned Cate to use make up to hide the bruises and Cate got out of her depression.

Balthy lived in an two bedroom apartment and Cate stayed with him.

When summer came to an end, Cate said ; 'Balthy can I stay with you forever?'

'What do you mean?' Balthy said to her.

'I drop out of school, go to work in the grocery shop and live here with you because I don't want to go back.' Cate said with tears in her eyes.

'No, you can't drop out of school, I want you to graduate and go to college' Balthy said.

'But I hate it there and I'm 16 years old, I can make my own choices. Please Balthy, the past six weeks I was happy and not afraid of being hit and yelled all the time.'

'I know sweetie, I hate it just as you but you need education so you can make something of your life.'

'I can't afford to lose you and the girls because the whole fucking school believe the lies about the accident and they all hate me, even the teachers.'

'And what about that Castiel guy?'

'Castiel? What do you mean by that?'

'You talk all the time about him, about how blue his eyes are and his I-just-rolled-out-of-bed hair, I rather think that you are in love with him.'

'I'm not so in love with him, the guy probably hates me.'

'That may be true but mark my words, the minute you lay your eyes on him, you know the feeling and let me tell you this, you find that feeling the highlight of your year.'

'Well I disagree about that Balthy.'

'We'll see, you are going back to Lawrence and I'll pick you up Friday after school.'

Cate had to smile, she still had a job in the grocery store for the Friday evening and Saturday and she was staying with her friend.

Balthy took her bag and Cate followed him to his car, so he could drive her home.

When school started again, Cate had a bruised shoulder, a bruise on her cheek, a bruise on her stomach area and a split lip.

'Thank you motherfucker' Cate murmelt under her breath, referring to Thomas who beat her up when she came home because she was MIA for six weeks.

'Looks who's there?' she heard; 'Trash bag is back again'

Cate turned around and saw Dean standing there laughing with his friends, including Castiel.

'And I was thinking you didn't even notice, I was gone the whole summer Jerk, you will not tell me that you missed me?' Cate said smirking.

Dean was stunned, he never expected that Cate would say something.

But he composed himself and said ; 'No who would miss some white trash like you ?'

'Just checking and for the record, No I don't want to go out with you so would you please turn off your what the hell kind of fixation you have on me and don't deny it jerk.'

'I don't have a fixation on you bitch'

'It's miss Bitch for you and why did you say I was back if you aren't fixed on me? Can you tell me that ?'

When Dean didn't respond, Cate smiled and said; 'Just as I thought, well it was not nice talking to you, smell you later Jerk.' before she walked away from the group.

When she was by her locker, Cate had monologue in her head because she couldn't believe what she said to Dean Winchester.

'I'm soooooo dead right now' Cate thought and she put the books, she didn't need, into her locker.

After that Cate walked to the classroom and took a seat at the back.

More students came inside the room and they all took their seats, every seat was taken except the one next to Cate when the teacher arrived.

'Good, I can slack off my work and don't get any lecture of the other kids' Cate thought.

But just when the teacher was closing the doors, Dean came into the class.

'Ah mister Winchester, glad that you joining us.' The teacher said ; 'You can have the seat at the back next to miss Di Angelo.'

'Shit I'm so screwed' Cate thought while Dean said; 'I'm not take that seat next to her.'

'Mister Winchester, that's the only seat and you can take it or go to the principal' The teacher said.

'Fine' Dean murmelt and he walked to the seat next to Cate.

When the teacher was rambling about himself, Dean looked at Cate and whispered; 'Don't you ever speak to me like that again'

'Well don't even pay attention to me and you got yourself a deal' Cate whispered back.

Dean smirked and whispered; 'I'm not making deals here bitch'

'I thought that you called Sam bitch all the time Jerk' Cate whispered back.

'Because he is a bitch with his bitchfaces and talking about feelings, wait why do I even tell you that?'

'I don't know but those are bitchfaces ? To me, he look a little bit constipated'

Dean chuckled and Cate couldn't hold her face straight either.

'I tell him that when he pulls up a face again, he have 91 different faces and still counting'

'Bet that he pull up a nr 92 if you tell him that'

'Ahem Mister Winchester and Miss Di Angelo, care to share with the class?' The teacher said.

'Off course we were arguing the point of our existence' Cate said deadpanned.

'And why were you two laughing about ?' the teacher asked

'I said that some people have a look on their faces like they are constipated and apparently it was funny how I said it.' Was Cate's answer which caused that the whole class was laughing too.

The teacher had a difficult time to get the attention of the class and soon the bell rang.

Dean and Cate ran out of the class before the teacher could say anything.

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After a couple of months, Cate was sitting on the bench at the sport field, when she saw Castiel in his soccer tenue, practicing with Sam, Jimmy and all their teammates.

Cate couldn't take her eyes off Castiel and she knew that Balthy was right, Cate fell in love with Castiel.

She quickly grabbed her bag and walked away.

She was glad that Dean leave her alone after the start of this year and she didn't miss it at all.

'Hey Bitch' Cate heard Dean yelling and she thought he was calling for Sam and she walked away.

'Cate-Lynn I was calling you' Dean said while he ran after her.

'Dean I don't have time for your insults and I thought you were calling your brother' Cate said when Dean caught up with her and grabbed her arm to turn her around.

'Listen I saw you looking at Cas and I warn you, don't come near him or I'll bully you again.' Dean said .

'Oh relax Dean, I wasn't plan to do something to your friend and besides he's not even handsome' Cate said, lying about the last part.

'Oh Cas isn't handsome he, why are you looking at him with gooey eyes ?' Dean asked.

'I'm not' Cate said blushing.

'You are because that the way I look at Jimmy' Dean said.

'Well you're wrong Dean and why tell me that?' Cate said and she wanted to walk away.

Dean stopped her, saying that he doesn't know either.

'Dean if you are in love with Jimmy, tell him that but don't act if you know me because you don't know shit' Cate said.

'I know that you didn't kill Luke and Carol and I know that you aren't the one to blame the accident' Dean said; 'I know that you have your memory back, all of it'

'Well I can't thank the Novak twins for that because it would be so wrong in everyone's eyes.'

'That time in the cafeteria, when you were staring at them, you got it back?'

'The accident yes, the rest I remembered already but why do you care ?'

'Because I see you struggling to the week and then on Fridays you step into a guy's car and disappeared for the whole weekend and nobody knows where you are'

'Dean stop paying attention to me, I decide what I do'

'By selling your body to a douchebag !'

'Balthazar is a friend of mine and I work in a grocery shop with him'

'Yeah right and I'm Batman.'

'Whatever, why do you ever care ?'

'Because I miss bullying you and I know you deserve better than selling your body'

'I don't missing it and I'm still a virgin, don't think you know anything about me'

'I know you're not happy and I wonder why, you have survived a big accident, your parents are worried sick every weekend when you disappeared and they have money.'

'Don't say parents, I don't have parents, those people put up an act and everyone is falling for it. Just because you and Sam have loving parents doesn't mean that everyone have them'

Cate walked away when Dean stopped her.

'Listen I wanted to be friends with you'

'Friends ? What about your reputation ?'

'I'm popular so nobody even think about bullying me'

'Look around you Dean, they all are watching us, talking shit about you and me and you know that if you befriended me, the whole school will give you and Sam the cold shoulder and you got thrown out the team and so does Sam.'

When Cate walked away from Dean, Dean said; 'It doesn't matter, you still are a trash bag'

'Put on a different song, it's getting boring you fucking moron' Cate said smirking.

Cate knew that Dean would bully her again and she didn't even care no more because she's in love with Castiel Novak.

When Balthy picked her up from school, Cate said that he was right about being in love with Castiel.

Balthy smiled and drove away.

They saw Dean, Sam and their friends standing by Dean's car, looking at them as they drove by.

Balthy looked at Cate when she began to laugh.

Cate told him what Dean said.

Balthy was laughing too.

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A week before summer vacation, Cate was having enough of it.

She was sent to the principal again and he was giving her the speech about her falling grades.

Cate didn't even listen anymore and when he dismissed her, Cate got to her locker and took all her stuff out.

'What the fuck are you doing ?' Cate heard and when she turned around, she stood face to face with Castiel.

'What does it look like?' she said.

'I'm asking you, so what are you doing?' Castiel asked again.

'I have enough of this shit hole, the shit teachers and your friend Dean so I'm out' Cate answered.

'What do you mean I'm out ?'

'What do you think, I drop out, the whole fucking school can be really proud of themselves.'

'What ? You can't drop out, education is very important.'

'Castiel, I see that you are a nice guy but mind your own fucking business, nobody would even fucking notice I'm gone, like nobody would even miss me.'

Before Castiel could say something, Dean came and asked him if she bothering him.

'No he's bothering me, I'm just clearing out my locker so I can leave but he's stopping me.' Cate said and she closed her locker.

'She wants to drop out Dean.' Castiel said.

Dean slammed her against the lockers, saying; 'You are not dropping out, only a year before graduation and then you can leave.'

'Well let me think, No I'm going and none of you can stop me' Cate said.

'I don't think, your parents will approve this.' Jimmy said.

'They don't give a damn about me, Thomas and Nicole wouldn't even miss me if I die.'

'That's not true, they care a lot about you.' Dean said.

'No they don't, ask the teacher about them or even better, hack the system and look up my file. See if you all still think they care about me but then it's too late.'

When Cate wanted to walk away, Castiel pushed her against the lockers and said; 'That's not a solution, trust me'

'Oh and what is the solution? Can you give me one because I don't think that it's going to be better again soon.' Cate said.

When Castiel couldn't answer that, Cate smirked and said; 'Just as I thought, you all telling me a kind of things but speechless when I ask you something.'

'Cate-Lynn, why are you like this' Michael asked.

'Because nobody gives a shit about me and don't give me that look Michael because if one of you even care about me, you would know about the shit I'm going through for the last 2 years.'

'Why didn't you go to the doctor?' Castiel asked; 'If you are having a hard time because of the accident.'

'Because it isn't about the accident, it's about those two fucking morons who are calling themselves my parents and the lies they told this shithole. They destroyed my life and nobody even care about me, not even ask me if it was true, everybody including you all except the Novak brothers, just assumed it was true, believing them and think that I really killed my twin and Luke.'

'Cat….' Michael said before Cate interrupted him; 'No don't even say it, I'm going.'

And with that Cate walked away.

When she got home, Thomas threw a few punches while he said; 'Why do you have a big mouth to the principal you piece of shit.'

'Oh cut the bullshit and kill me already, it's what you both want right ?' Cate said.

'Oh no, you're not going to trick me bitch' Thomas said while hitting and kicking her.

After that Nicole and Thomas left the house and Cate stood up to clean herself.

She packed her bag, took a bag of pills, stuffed it in her pocket and left the house.

Cate was crashing a party, selling the pills and went to the bus station to buy a ticket to Kansas city.

When she arrived, she went to the motel and asked for a room for the night.

When she was in the room, she inmedically went to the bathroom and took a shower.

After that she put on her PJ's and went to bed.

The next morning, she called Balthy and told him that she was coming.

Balthy picked her up and they went to the store.

They bought black dye and some other things because Cate was afraid that the cops would find her.

Cate had made a couple thousand dollars when she sold the XTC, so she gave Balthy so cash for food and drinks.

When Cate dyed her hair black and changed her clothes, they both went to their work.

Cate didn't return to Lawrence until the cops found her a week before school started again.

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When school started, Cate walked to school and nobody even recognized her.

When she walked to her locker, Castiel was there with his brothers, Sam, Michael, Adam and Dean.

They didn't even notice that Cate was there and Cate was smiling.

The bell rang and Cate walked to the classroom.

When she got there for Chemistry, all seats were taking except next to Jimmy.

'Oh great there goes my cover' Cate mumbled to herself.

When Cate took the seat, Jimmy looked up and he was surprised.

'You're still alive !' he said.

Cate smiled and said; 'Well yeah, I never got the chance to do it so instead of that I dyed my hair black and you are the first who even recognized me.'

Dean turned around and looked at Cate with wide eyes.

Michael was facing Cate too and Castiel was smiling.

Bobby Singer the chemistry teacher came into the room and said to the class to be quiet.

He called the names of the students, so he would know who is present and who not.

When he called Cate's name, Cate said; 'Yes the bitch is back part 2'

The whole class were shocked, that black haired girl was Cate-Lynn ?

'And the gossiping starts again, well it was fun while it last' Cate said.

Bobby shared the planning for the upcoming school year, and when the bell rang for the next class, Cate walked out.

'Wait a minute miss Bitch.' Dean said.

'Why mister Jerk?' Cate said.

'To tell you that I'm going to make your life a living hell' Dean said.

'Draw a number, there are a lot of people before you' Cate said uninterested.

Cate walked away and went to math.

After lunch, Cate was called to the school counselor.

When Cate got there, Miss Williams gestured Cate to sit down.

'Well Cate I'd like to talk to you about your grades, you are falling your classes if you don't step up and study.'

'Why do you even care?' Cate asked madly

'Don't even go there, we all know what happened to you but it was 3 years ago and we all think it's time to let go.' Miss Williams said.

'Let go ? I was willing to let go but none of this fucking students would let me. Everywhere I go, I hear them whispering behind my back, calling me names or pushing me against the lockers and none of the teachers were helping me.' Cate said.

'Watch your language young lady, I'll have to call your parents about this.'

'They aren't my parents, they are the devil, I don't have parents.'

'Don't speak about your parents like that.' Miss Williams said with a loud tone.

'They are Carol's parents not mine. Was that all, can I go to class ?' Cate said agitated.

'Well I know that we can't have a normal talk about this so you can go.' Miss Williams said.

Cate took her bag and walked out the room.

When Cate was gone, Principal Harvelle was coming.

'How about her ?' He asked.

'She doesn't care about anything and she had a big mouth about her parents.'

'Well I know Thomas and Nicole and they were always lovely about Carolynn but they weren't interesting about Cate-Lynn.' The principal said.

He gave miss Williams Cate's file and walked out of the room.

Miss Williams read the file and after that she called Cate's parents to make an appointment to talk about their daughter.

Thomas declined and told the counselor that he would take care of it.

Miss Williams was wondering how he would do that and she found her answer 2 months later.

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The day after, Cate was called by Dean.

'Can we talk ?' He asked.

'Sure wait 5 minutes then come to the bleachers' Cate said and she walked away.

After 5 minutes Cate and Dean were standing behind the bleachers.

'So what's up ?' Cate asked.

'what's wrong with your shoulder ?' Dean asked.

'Oh I fell and hurt my shoulder nothing special.' Cate answered.

'Why didn't you say that?'

'Does it matter ?'

'Yes because I'm sick of this. Cate-Lynn we all thought you were dead when you didn't come back to school.'

'Who are we ?' Cate asked

'Michael, Adam, Sam, Cas, Jimmy, Gabe and me. We get it, you broke because of the name calling, everyone talking behind your back or looking at you like you grew an extra head and we are not better than the rest.'

'That's because you all have a rep to protect and your siblings'

'Cas want us to stop, you know.'

Cate began to chuckle; 'Yeah like you never going to call me trash bag, trashy or bitch again'

'No from now on I'm only call you miss bitch with a smirk. We think you have enough of this shit.'

'Don't, I'm not worth it.'

'You are still in love with Cas and I think Cas likes you, even with black hair.'

'How can he like me ? I'm not the most smiling person ever.'

'He told me that you were telling the truth, that you work in a grocery shop. Cas saw you there, smiling and making jokes with your colleagues.'

'Did he told the cops where I was?'

'No he told Jimmy and Gabe and their father heard it and called the cops. He told them yesterday and said that they should recognized the signs'

'What does that mean ?'

'Don't know but from now on no more bullying, a couple of witty comments are allowed.'

Before Cate could reply, the bell rang for class.

Dean and Cate went a different way and go to their class.

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The guys didn't know that Cate and Cas were talking to the notebook since that day.

Cas was determined to let Cate smile more and he succeed.

After 8 weeks Cate left her notebook on the table and Cas read the story about herself, the one that said that she often think of suicide.

He wrote it down quickly in his own notebook and went after her to give the notebook back.

Cate was walking on the parking lot when Cas found her.

'Cate-Lynn, you forgot you book?' He said running and waving the notebook.

Cate turned around and took the notebook, smiling when she thanked him.

'You're welcome, See you tomorrow.' Cas said and he walked to Dean's car.

'See you tomorrow.' Cate said and she walked to her home.'

When she was home, Thomas and Nicole were waiting for her.

'The school called again, you have a F for Chemistry and Math plus you skipped Gym again.' Thomas said.

'And they want to talk with us about it, they think we can't control you anymore' Nicole said.

'Well this is going to stop now bitch, I'm going to beat the crap out of you so you will listen what we all say' Thomas said and he slapped her.

He kicked her in the stomach, he hit her on the ribs kicked her in the back while Cate was screaming and crying.

Cate heard Nicole and Thomas saying; 'You are nothing more than a cockroach, you are a lying little bitch, you are a murderer, you don't deserve to live, I'm going to end your pathetic life, until she lost her consciousness and Thomas and Nicole went to work.

They didn't know that Adam and Michael heard all of it and they both didn't know what to do.

Michael was afraid that Cate's biggest fear came out, that if Carol and her grandparents were gone, she would be abused.

But he never saw any signs of abuse.

Michael knew that Cate was being mentally abused and that for the outside world they act like they care about Cate.

When he heard the rumors about the accident, he didn't believe it and always visit her when she was in a coma.

When she told the guys that she was in hell for 2 almost 3 years, he was afraid that she might kill herself.

His fear was complete when she didn't return to school the last week before summer vacation and when the principal was reporting her missing.

He was glad when she returned to school 2 months ago, with dyed hair and complete unrecognizable.

He was determined to watch her tomorrow when she come to the diner before school.

When Cate came to the diner, nobody saw bruises but she looked beat.

Adam looked at Michael and Michael flinched when Cate only ordered a cup of coffee instead of her regular order of coffee and pancakes.

Cate came to sit with them and when Dean asked her about the pancakes, Michael knew that she was abused by her parents when she said that her stomach hurt.

Dean couldn't deal with it and cut his pancakes in half and offered her some.

Everyone including Cate were shocked because Dean Winchester never shared his food unless you are Jimmy or Castiel Novak.

Cate declined the gesture but thanked Dean.

Dean was not happy about that and told her that if she fainted, that he wasn't the one to blame.

Cate smiled and said; 'Never going to blame you Dean, you didn't make my stomach hurt' before she finished her coffee and went to school.

Before she left, she said with a smile; 'Smell you later guys'

'Right back at ya' They all said to her with a smile.

Not long after that, they all saw what Cas had copy from Cate's notebook to his.

When Adam told them about the fight, Cas was nearly in tears and nobody even understand why.

Michael remained silent because he promised Cate never tell a soul about it.

Then he heard Cas call her Cate for the first time and he knew that he is in love with her.

When they left the diner, they didn't care about what the whole school would think and wanted to be friends with Cate.

No one couldn't even guess how bad Cate was hurt until she threw up blood in Writing, causing some serious hysteria in the classroom.

When Dean ran to the nurse, Cas was holding an unconscious Cate in his arms, Jimmy watched his twin and Cate and Michael was calming the classmates.

When the nurse came and sent everybody except the twins away, Dean was shaking.

'That's very serious, There was blood everywhere and her whole body was black and blue.' Dean said.

Michael was shocked too and after a while Gabe, Adam and Sam came to sit with them.

'The paramedics are there now but Jimmy said that Cate's pretty beat up.' Sam said.

'Yeah she covered in bruises everywhere, I'm going to kick that son of a bitch for hurting her' Dean said with tears in his eyes.

'Was it that bad ?' Adam asked.

'The whole class was hysteric when she threw up a half liter of blood.' Michael said.

'They think she been abused because there were old bruises too' Dean said.

Jimmy came into the canteen with a shaking Cas.

When Cas told them that the hell she was going through, was the abuse from her father, Dean and Sam wanted to support her.

'What happens next, she can't go back to home' Cas said crying ' What if she dies ?'

'Cate is strong and she survive this' Jimmy said.

'How do you know for sure?' Cas asked his twin.

'Because she have someone to live for and that someone is you' Jimmy said.

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Cate was in the hospital and was send straight to the scan where they scanned her body after they saw that her piercing was not made of metal .

After the scan, they ride her to the surgery room and saved her life.

When Cas came to visit her with the others, Cas was still sleepy because of the drugs.

She was sad because she would never see her two monsters again.

But when Dean and Michael came into the room, Michael gave her Zippy and Jackles.

Cate thought she couldn't be more happier.

But she was when she heard that John and Mary Winchester were taking her in forever and that she could recover with the Miltons.

Cate could feel that she was going to have happier times after 17 years of neglect and 3 years of abuse.