My Immortal

Disclaimer: All Inu-Yasha related material is copyright of Takahashi,
Rumiko. All Evanescence related lyrics are copyright of Evanescence.

* I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears *

She heard her name called in the darkness. She felt the wind against her back. She saw her blood; she saw her tears.

* And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone *

She had been shot through the heart. By Kikyou's arrow. She never made a sound, she just fell from the cliff, down. Down. Into the water far below.

'It's over.'

"Kagome!!"

Inu-Yasha's desperate cries followed her down, to the bottom of the cliff.

She hit the water with a spash. She sunk under, relaxing as her breath was being used up. She felt nothing, not even pain underneath the dark water, and looked up at the wavy moon above her.

* These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase *

Looking back on everything she thought she knew about Inu-Yasha, she knew he never loved her. Hell, he never even cared about her.

Sure, he would save her life, because he needed her, for one and one job only; to complete the Shikon Jewel.

* And you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
And you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me. *

She didn't struggle to swim to the surface. Why should she? Just so she could be killed again? No. Never again.

* You used to captivate me by your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind *

She was running out of breath, she exhaled the last of her breath and a pain surged within her lungs.

Her vision blurred, and she saw a familiar figure swim towards her.

'Go away. Just leave me alone. You and Kikyou have killed me enough.'

* Your face it holds my once pleasant dreams
You voice it chased away all the sanity in me *

She felt the cold. The icy cold hands of death grip her soul and began to take it away, and she welcomed it. She didn't want to have to live knowing what that hanyou did to her.

* These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase *

She remembered just how he and Kikyou made her feel. Seeing the two, holding each other in their arms. Inu-Yasha telling her how he loved her.

Then came the pain. Kagome was heard from within the woods, sobbing at the sight of the two. An arrow fired, and Kagome staggered out of the woods and had fallen off the cliff.

* And you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
And you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me. *

He brought her to the surface of the water and swam to the shore. He tried to bring her back from the dead. He failed.

He cried out her name and fell to his knees. A piece of parchment fell from the sky. He read the words. The words he would never forget.

I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along.

"You were my reason to live. And I lost you. I thought I loved you. I did. I guess you never felt the same."

*

Day after day. He would sit in the god tree and wonder. Was he truly happy with Kikyou?

He'd never know the answer to that question, for the girl was gone. Kagome was gone and he would never see her again.

* And you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
And you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me. *