A/N: I'm back! I've had several fanfics in my folder for a while now, but A-Levels are killing me. I've been studying for my second modular exam (ongoing…:p) as well as writing for two newsletters and preparing for my Toastmasters first speech. ….. sigh .

Anyway, to relive some stress, here is my new poem, "Demon in my soul" it is loosely based on one of my own original poems, and revolves around the R x R x Sf triangle. (Haven't seen Spellbound yet, tho already a big R X Ro fan. )

So here it is, the first part of demon in my view, Ravens pov.

There is a demon in my soul.

And he tries to take me over

Every hour of every day.

I fight,

With all my strength,

To hold him down,

Lest he destroy all.

But there is something more,

Something outside my door,

That is as hard to bear as the demon inside.

O, how I remember that day,

A confession,

An affirmation,

And my heart broke into a thousand pieces.

What is this strange feeling inside of me,

Whenever he smiles at me,

It seems like time does not exist,

Everything just stops.

I push him away,

Away from my fear,

Never letting anything show.

But my mirror does not lie,

Mirrors show only truth,

And I'm afraid.

There is a new emption in my mirror,

And her name is Love,

I know who she desires,

Who I desire,

But he cannot see.

My demon will use love,

Poor weak love,

To release himself.

To wreak his destruction

With me and my emotions as the instrument.

I cannot let that happen,

I will not let that happen

This burden is mine,

Mine to bear alone.

But yet, these emotions,

My curse,

I cannot hold them down,

My demon in my soul…..

END PART ONE…..

PART TWO.

O, my love,

I need your help,

I need your love,

And I have sworn to always stand alone,

Forsaking emotions,

Emotions my curse.

How foolish were those vows I made,

My present predicament has shown,

Do not mistake my need for hate,

My scathing façade,

I pray you will have the strength to see past my heart's disguise,

For each night I lie alone,

And only you are in my dreams,

You are my pain……

Echoing down each night,

A haunting, sad refrain.

Haunting each and every night.

Bringing me no rest.

I look deep inside you,

I sense pain within your heart,

And my heart breaks once again over you,

She will comfort you,

I see you smile for her,

There is no room there for me

The world outside my door,

You my love

The new demon in my soul.

Fin.

next up, our fearless leaders pov.

coming soon....