Wish I own them

            Is it always going to be like this?

            All my life I have been waiting for him. We date, we fall in love… correction, I fall in love and then he gets married. I felt so small and so breathless whenever he was near me and then after one day, I just found out that he got married.

            Why do I always fall in love with the wrong people? Hmm…I feel so odd. I don't even know what the heck I am doing here, under this maple tree. This is the place where we often stood. The place that I thought we would take our vows. But now I see that it was never meant to be. And the weird thing is- I don't feel sad, morose or angry. I just feel fine. I guess I really knew he never loved me the way a man loves a woman. He just saw me as a child. And now I can finally let go. He has already found his happiness.

            It's already been six weeks since their wedding. I'm cool with it. I'm actually going to see him today. I don't know when I actually forgave and let go of him. I just know that it was a very long process.

            Turning to her right, the woman gracefully walked down the hill where the maple tree grew on top.