"You could have done better!" He barked at me "He was right in front of you." We just came back from a hunt. His three brides surounded me with a smirk in there face. My short, red wine colored hair feel in my eyes. Dracula stood infront of me, stareing me down. "I didn't ask for this." Darcula started to smile "Yes you did I remember the night well. You were in so much pain. Your hand was over you neck, blood flowing. You were afraid to die. So I made you who you are."
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Tears swelled up in my dark red eyes. I remember that day well. He killed all my family, I was the only one left. He told me that it did't have to hurt so much. He could make the pain go away. I did what he told me to do. He slit his arm and hovered it over my mouth. I began to suck on his wrist. The blood was sweet to my lips. The next thing you know, my once blonde hair was now a red wine color, by blue eyes darkened. My hands and skin were always cold. I was only sixteen when took my soul, I never aged over the hundred years. I remined in my sixteen year old form. I was scared that night, I wasn't ready to die, but if I could make that chose again, I would have died. I am Ruxandra and I am damned for all of eternity.
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
"Ruxandra!" the way he said my name was almost suductive. "This is your life now weather you like it or not. You are on of us." I turned my back on him and started heading out of the room. I didn't want to be like him, I wanted to be in my own home. I couldn't think, I felt that I have became an empty shell. I felt so numb.
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
What have I become? What did I do to deserve this? I wish that I could just runaway and never come back. But Dracula was who I was becoming. Someone I didn't want to be. I walked out of the castle and flew to the village. I sat on a bench, waiting for the sunrise. I wish I have been loved, but how could someone love a Vampire. My heart was numb to thte world. I wait for what seemed forever for the sun to rise. I began to fade, unsure were I was going to go, I didn't want to know, but hell is the place I probably will go. As I faded away, I took my last look of seemed like heaven. The Sunrise.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be