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I knew immediately what changed in me. It was like something snapped inside of me. There was a wire that had been pulled to tightly to one side. But after all Everything gives if pulled to far. This is Harry Potter last message before my dark decent.

Harry Potter

It was the summer before seventh year, after the death of my mentor and the betrayal of my most hated teacher. Or so I thought. Albus Dumbledore leader of the light and my magical guardian was a lair. He lied to me and set my path long before I even knew how to walk. He placed me in a home of abuse and molded me into the perfect little solider following blindly to everything. Did I really even know why I was fighting? Did I even know why we all were fighting in the first place? Now that I thought about it I really didn't know anything.

Those questions were the reason I ended up at the train station following a silent and broken Draco Malfoy. He had backed down from killing Dumbledore up in the astronomy tower. He just wasn't ready to kill someone, especially not Albus Dumbledore. So while he exited the train ready to head to his mother the order all was waiting for me outside, ready to take me to the Dursley's.

Hermione, Ron and Ginny my so called friends were waiting in our compartment pleasantly waiting for me to return so they could leave. What they all failed to notice was that I was not on the train any longer I was following draco to his mother where we had agreed.

Flashback

"Draco" I whispered from under my cloak.

Draco jumped and looked around for the whispering.

"Who's there? Show your self!" he said drawing his wand.

"shh… its me Harry I need to talk to you."

He turned around to wear I was invisible.

"I'd feel better if I could see you!" he sneered.

I withdrew the cloak and stared at him uneasily. "That better?"

"No I think I liked when I couldn't see your face" he smirked

"I'm serious I need your help Malfoy."

He sighed "Fine what's the problem?"
"believe it or not you're the only person I trust right now… Ron, Hermione, and Ginny they aren't my real friends."

"what do you mean? Whats wrong with the weasels and granger?"

"Dumbledore has ordered them to spy on me and be my friends. They aren't my friends because of me just because of who I am."

"What does this have to do with me?"

"I need to know why I'm fighting you, if there isn't a reason for me to fight then why should?" He questioned.

"So what, you want me to explain death eater tactics?"

"No just tell me why you are fighting Dumbledore and the order."

"Well you should have just asked that in the first place. Really its all about magic light, dark and gray. In my opinion dark magic shouldn't be outlawed." He said in a calm voice

"But they hurt people." He said shocked.

"Not all dark spells are evil Harry. Wizards have affinities to certain magic. Like for instance the Dark lord has an affinity to dark magic and Dumbledore has an affinity to light magic and so they are battling for dark magic or light magic completely in Wizarding Britain."

"Seriously?"

"Yeah it's been going on for years. Did you know that the patronus is actually a dark spell? But the Ministry has classified it as gray."

"Why didn't anyone tell me this?" Harry yelled angrily.

"I guess they didn't want you to be able to choose who to fight for."

"But shouldn't I be able to choose who I want to fight for. Its like they made the choice for me."

"I'll tell you what, how about I let it slip to the Dark Lord that you are considering switching sides and you can talk to him."

"This isn't a trap is it?"

"Not if you don't want it to be my little snake." He smirked and walked away.

End flashback

So I ended up here with Narcissa Malfoy gripping my invisible arm and apparating me straight into the snake pit. Where the glowing red eyes of Lord Voldemort awaited me. Oh Shit…