Never and always..

By Strawbery_miow (Jen)

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A hundred years of freedom

A hundred years of pain

A century of not knowing

What ties me to this plain

Spirits gone and conjured

Each time a new,

Past prickle in the darkness

Always losing out to you

The one of a thousand wishes

Granted only to those in need

I call your name in the twilight,

But you just leave me here to bleed

Just a simple, forgotten sin

A darkened charter of an unknown moon

A million miles apart from you

A thunderstorm in June

You cry and I come running

Sense all deemed to loss

Your pain reaching out to me

Crucified, your body on the cross

My heart beating outside my chest

Your tears touching that single nerve

The way you hold onto me tight

As if a body you can't preserve

Well for that, I don`t blame you

Just a ghost in the mortal world

Never here, never not

Simple pleasures, such a sin are furled

I try and try to tell you

To tell myself how I mustn't feel

Undead heart alive when I'm near you

But it has to be lies...For I am not real

I cannot allow myself to think

Let my mind drift off to you

When that happens all hell breaks loose

As I realise you feel that way too

I cannot allow myself to believe

That we could ever be all in one

There's too many things, complications.death

Yet the story has just begun

Fairytale's with their happy endings

Horror with their thousand deaths

Neither mine, ever will be

As it begins with my last breath....