disclaimer-my last name ain't bell, so i don't own anything.

this story is a long time coming. besides, ya need some more stories over at the bold and the beautiful section,lol. this is,of course, my take on what would happen if 1)they allowed these types of cuss words on tv,lol and 2)my way of having brooke get what she deserves(at least a little) for doing what she did to her own daughter.

let's get started shall we?

oh,yeah, if you've read any of my other stories then you know that i don't capatilize. if you haven't, GO READ THEM!!

Bridget forrester-sharpe was sitting on the couch in her living room watching television. she looked up at the clock, 12:45.

'hmm, that's weird.' she thought. 'i didn't think they'd have deacon working this late over at forrester.' she shrugged it off,though.

when her husband got home bridget had planned a nice romantic evening. they hadn't been being as intimate with each other as they had...it was weird to bridget, because they stopped having sex as much after deacon got back from his business meeting in las vegas.

yeah, there was that one night at the lair before he had gotten hired over at forrester as head of promotions, up on the roof where they had eaten dinner and danced and he'd bought her a beautiful white fur coat.

bridget got off the couch and walked into the bedroom, and opened the closet to look at the coat-again. ever since deacon had surprised her with it she loved modeling it around the house or just touching the sleeve. seeing that coat reminded bridget of how happy she was in her marriage.

sure,she was only 18 and was a freshman in college AND married, but that didn't matter because she loved deacon. she fought for him,fought her entire family, her mom,dad,brothers, and she had won. she had proved that deacon loved her and ONLY her....

yeah, there was the beginning of her marriage, when she found out that deacon had only married her to stay close to his son and amber, who he was in love with, but that's what got her through.

he WAS in love with her, past tense.

she was so hurt that she jumped in the car and got into an accident which could've killed her, but who was there by her side,making sure that she recovered so he could beg for her forgiveness?

deacon.

then there was the middle of their marriage, when,after a LOT of pushing from her mother, deacon took bridget up to the forrester cabin up in big bear and asked for a divorce. he thought he was holding her back from being a doctor like she wanted, but that didn't work, even after he told her that he'd had an affair. he had begged for another chance, because he learned how much he really DID love her, and how much he DID love being married to her. but she had no idea...

no idea that the man she loved most in the world, and the woman who had brought her into the world would betray her the way they did.

R/R-more coming, maybe as soon as tonight!