my first fb fic, don't shoot me. most of it is based on the manga, though.

"Black? White? No Difference to Me:
Chapter One;
Wanting Him"

When I think about him, I freeze, when I talk about him, I stutter, and when he looks at me, I feel like I'm melting in the spot. But I'm not talking about the Prince,... no, my eyes were set on him through middle school, but, here, in high school, I see someone my own age that's better than him.

His name is Hatsuharu Sohma, but he lets me call him Haru. Haru is in my homeroom class, and, practically, almost all of his classes are mine. In these classes, him and I are partners, and we sit directly next to eachother, so talking to him isn't easy, but he's as sweet as to not be rude about it. He probably had noticed my feelings, but I don't care,... I've always wanted him to know.

There came a day I was going to tell him, but he got so angry, before I told him, and started to destroy the classroom,... his personality was so different than before, I didn't understand what was going on. Some second year students, his cousins, I guessed, tried to stop him, but the teacher did a better job, I'll say that much. His cousin, Momiji, told me about his other side; Black Haru. He said that when Haru snaps he's the exact opposite of his regular self; White Haru.

I didn't care when he went Black in school,... sure, that got him in trouble, but Haru is the dreamiest guy I've ever seen. To me, he's better than Prince Yuki. Guys like Haru are what I crave for, and I hope it would be possible for us to be together.

Oh, where are my manners? My name is Ai Yudinte. I know, my name is weird. Ai; meaning love, and Yudinte; meaning Dusk. I didn't have a lot of people who like me, and still don't, but Haru is my first real crush, and, so far, he hasn't let me down. Him, and his cousin, Momiji, were my first real friends. I used to be so alone, I had to imagine that I had friends. The imagination's still at large, but I don't need to imagine my friends, when they're around me.

Anyways, now, here we are, the second semester of school. I was wearing my regular uniform, my long, moonlit hair down, and in a partial ponytail. My eyes, their jade flashes gleamed in the sunlight. "Another day to see him." Is what I thought.

I was heading to homeroom, until I was stopped by my least favorite girls, The Prince Yuki fanclub,... honestly, those girls, in my book, are worse than when Haru goes black.

"Hey, Ai! You better listen up, and listen good! This will be your only warning." Menagawa said. I call them by their last names. They were obviously here because Haru, and Momiji invited me to hang out with their other friends, which, I obliged to, only because I liked spending time with Haru. His friends are nice, Yuki, the person they wanted to talk about, seemed nice, Kyo,... let's save him for later.

"What do you want, Menagawa? I have a class to go to, and so do you." I told her, and her stupid fanclub girls, hoping to get them to leave,... it didn't work.

"It can wait!" Kinosha said.

"You were with the Prince, yesterday. If you have any plans having to do with him, we'll..." Of course, I cut Nomagisha off, before she continued.

"I was only there because his cousins, Hatsuharu and Momiji, invited me. I barely know Yuki, so, if you think I have plans for your Prince, you're mistaken. I'm only a friend of his cousins, and that's it. I have no interest in Yuki, whatsoever." And with that, I took, my leave. I could tell they were all pretty surprised by what I said, but it was the truth, my interest was in Haru, right now.

I walked into my homeroom, towards the windows, and to the back corner, where Haru was waiting for me. I was happy to see him; his hair color was mysterious, his silver eyes were like heaven, the piercings added to his great style, and I adored his necklace, everything made the perfect bad boy,... I loved it. "Hey, Haru!" I said, smiling as best as I could without seaming nervous.

"Hello Ai! You're a little later than usual, something keep you from getting to class?" He asked, concerned. Haru, and me were so close, it was no joke that we were best friends, but I still yearned for greater.

"Just my least favorite set of people." I muttered.

"Oh! The fan club?" He questioned. I nodded. "This was about how we decided to hangout at Shinko's Diner, wasn't it?" I nodded, again. "Those girls need to get a life. Revolving themselves around Yuki only shows that they're obsessed. If they don't grow out of it, they won't find anybody." Haru said.

"Tell me about it! I, honestly, have been thinking of others, who can go on without talking about him." I said.

"Good thing, too! Otherwise, talking to you would be impossible. People like them won't find anyone, unless they break off their obsession with Yuki, and move on,... it's obvious, to me, that Yuki has his eyes set on someone else." Haru stated.

"That's obvious! Yuki is kind, but, I can tell, he's waiting for someone his type." I said.

"Like Tohru?" He asked.

"Maybe. Kyo might get in the way of that, he can't say no to her." I said.

"That's true! So, how was the visit from you cousin, last night?" He asked. I sighed of grief. "Not good?" He asked.

"No, it wasn't. My parents think we should get married, and this guy's a lune,... it's the first time I met him, and I can see that. I moved out for a good reason, and that's to escape what they think, so I can think for myself." I said.

"That's just creepy, your parents, I mean. If you like someone else, they'll have to deal with it." Haru told me.

"Glad you agree." I said, sitting in the desk next to his. The bell rang, and class started.

We got these worksheets that we could work with one or two other people, so, as you could imagine, Haru invited Momiji over, and, thanks to that, we were the only people in class to get it all done before class ended, which sucked for everyone else, because the rest was homework.

"Will they make that class any more easier than it already is?" Haru asked, sarcasm in his voice. We laughed.

"Don't get cocky, Haru, midterms are just around the corner." I informed.

"Yeah, I know. It's gonna be easy." He said, hands behind his head.

"Whatever you say, Haru." I muttered.

Later that afternoon, we hung out with the second years, Kyo, Yuki, Tohru, Arisa, and Saki. "Hey!" Tohru said.

"Hi." I said. I didn't know her that well, so I treated her like an aquantice. Barely spoke, barely reacted.

"Dammit, what's your problem?! Can't you ever say anything nice?" Kyo yelled.

I sighed. "That's as nice as I get with an aquantice. Until I know Tohru better, I won't treat her any different than I am, now. Just like how I won't treat you any different than the idiot I know you are." I said.

Kyo growled. "Damn! You are so dead!" Kyo was about to throw a punch at me, until he was stopped by Haru's hand.

"Try it, and you're dead." He said, still White Haru.

"Oh, yeah?! What are you gonna do about it, if I do?!" Kyo was sucker punched right across the face. Black Haru, yet again. Creepy, but dreamy.

"You don't want to know what I'm gonna do about it, you pamzy!" He threw an uppercut, and it sent Kyo flying, and landing on his back. Kyo was slightly surprised. "You okay?" Haru asked, smiling. White Haru has returned to us.

"Y-yeah, thanks." I said, moving a strand of hair behind my ear.

Before long, hang out was ended by Yuki, making Kyo so angry, he started to drag Tohru home. I know where she lives because of Haru, believe me, I was surprised.

"Uh, Miss Yudinte?" Yuki questioned. I looked back at him, and so did everyone else. "May I speak with you, before you leave, I'd like to ask you something." Yuki said.

I could just feel those fan girls glaring at me. "Uhm,... sure. You got someplace private?" I asked.

Yuki smiled. "But yes, of course." Yuki said. He was leading me to a path away from where he lived. I looked back at Haru, who was staring at me. I mouthed that it was fine, and he left. Still, I wanted him with me.

hope u liked it. i dont own fruits basket, i only own my ocs.