Im Areithiel. I do not own clamps works or characters. This idea is my
own, and I apologize to the fans of Subaru and Seishirou in advance, so
please don't hurt me or send death threats.
"Seishirou-san, I wont let you do it. You'll have to kill me instead." A brief look of shock crosses the man's face, but fades as he places his fingertips on the onmyouji's face. He says, "But you see Subaru-kun, I always get what I want." His hand pierces through the tender flesh, to the heart, killing Subaru instantly.
That dream again. I've been having it a lot more that usual. I will never forget that day, when they brought Subaru back. That face identical to me, those eyes clouded in death. But the blood and the cherry blossoms...since then, I try to avoid cherry trees. That broken body will haunt me for the rest of my days. Since that day, I've slowly changed. After a while, even grandmother noticed how I've grown. But I can't remember the last time I smiled, let alone laugh. My life is now forfeit. I live only to find him, and make my Wish come true, Subaru's and mine. If he could only see me now, I doubt that he would recognize me. I act more like him, if that's even possible. I talk, and dress like him. Some would say that I cant let go, but becoming like him, doesn't mean that I want to take over the life he left behind. But the thing that has changed the most these years is my powers. Seeing his life less body made something break inside me. I guess I was holding back. But now that I am the new Head, and my increased skill lets me see something that I couldn't when I was younger. I let Subaru take the lead. I didn't want to fight. But now I have no choice. I have to.
"Seishirou-san, I wont let you do it. You'll have to kill me instead." A brief look of shock crosses the man's face, but fades as he places his fingertips on the onmyouji's face. He says, "But you see Subaru-kun, I always get what I want." His hand pierces through the tender flesh, to the heart, killing Subaru instantly.
That dream again. I've been having it a lot more that usual. I will never forget that day, when they brought Subaru back. That face identical to me, those eyes clouded in death. But the blood and the cherry blossoms...since then, I try to avoid cherry trees. That broken body will haunt me for the rest of my days. Since that day, I've slowly changed. After a while, even grandmother noticed how I've grown. But I can't remember the last time I smiled, let alone laugh. My life is now forfeit. I live only to find him, and make my Wish come true, Subaru's and mine. If he could only see me now, I doubt that he would recognize me. I act more like him, if that's even possible. I talk, and dress like him. Some would say that I cant let go, but becoming like him, doesn't mean that I want to take over the life he left behind. But the thing that has changed the most these years is my powers. Seeing his life less body made something break inside me. I guess I was holding back. But now that I am the new Head, and my increased skill lets me see something that I couldn't when I was younger. I let Subaru take the lead. I didn't want to fight. But now I have no choice. I have to.