Well apparently I can't have lyrics in my story , I hope my story still has sense. This is inspired by monologue from the end of the song.
He had something in him. I couldn't said what...but it was interesting .I knew right away that I
wanna help him , take care of him . I promised myself that I gonna teach him how to life again and
I have to say it went pretty well.
We knew that we have something special. We had this weird, intimate
connection...it was not normal. Since the beginning we were more than friends but I couldn't tell
what we were . I was soo scared when he decided to work with us. Jane was a mess when he came
to the CBI for the first time. Now I am looking at totally different man.
We went through a LOT but it only made us stronger. I feel different when Jane is close to me...
since the begging..the way he's looking at me, smiling at me , how much he trust me. We
survived so many deaths , tragedies, fights, tears but I've never felt weak because of them . He's
making me stronger and I was making him stronger. It always has been that way.
I have no idea how many times he left me, run away from me... " But I run back" He was right but
how I supposed to now ? He was unpredictable and it was driving me crazy . I don't wanna think
about how many times I wanted to kill him but he was my friend and I couldn't be mad at him
for long and it was really frustrating.
Yeaaah , he is an extraordinary man. That's why he was amazing as a hustler. He's charismatic and
magnetic. He looks at someone and it's enough they are ready to tell him everything; every
little, dirty secret. I was jealous many times, I've never admit it to myself but yeah I was. His smile,
laugh.. women loved Patrick Jane and men hated him . Jane doesn't know how amazing he is. How
complicated he is. I love discovering new layers of Patrick Jane. It is even more interesting since
we are a couple . I like to think I have a gift too – I can read Patrick Jane like an open book. That's pretty impressive gift.
Many people thought that he's waisting something but Patrick knew that it's not true. He had a goal
in his life- revenge. He could just start a new family but it was against his nature. I was afraid
what's gonna happened when we'll cough Red John. I remember when was the first time when I felt
that I understand him. When the list came out I knew that I wanna be with him when he's gonna kill
Red John. We were close than ever. He didn't let me go with him , I knew he wanted to protect me,
I was hurt then but now I understand . .
When I received very first letter from him I realized how much he had change, how this changed
him. I still have his letters, they are honest... in a different way ; " I miss you Teresa" " I am sad because you are not here with me " for me ?"
missed him definitely too much
Then I realized :
I loved him. I loved him. I loved him. I loved him. And I still love him. I love him.