I walked out to the garden, sighing as I crossed my arms over my chest, looking up at the sky. "Claude... We should have a ball!" I grinned as I turned to look at him. I was just visited by some of my 'family' and just saw Ciel Phantomhive for the first time... It was quite interesting!
"Yes, your highness." Claude simply said.
I scoffed as I turned to look at him. I smirked and placed a rose in his mouth. "You should smile more often, you look like you're dead!" I teased, trying to get some sort of expression from him.
He just looked at his pocket watch and told me that it was time to go in. I sighed and slowly went back into my pathetic manor. I went to my room, groaning as I shrugged off my coat. I laid down on my bed, chuckling quietly. I wonder what Claude looks like if he ever smiled... I'd bet it would be disgusting!
"Claude...? Smiling...? Disgusting!" I yelled out before thinking about it. Would it really be that horrible? In fact, I think he'd look a bit.. Cute!
I watched my door open and Hannah walk in with my tea. I rolled my eyes, what a pathetic girl! Wearing that... that... that thing to cover her eye. What is she trying to do? Earn my sympathy. Never! As she set the small tea cup on my side table, I grabbed her hair and pulled her close, hissing in her ear.
"Get me Claude, you pathetic woman!"
She just nodded as she looked down, walking off after I released her hair.
I got up off my bed, grabbing my small tea cup and taking a sip. I smiled slightly, Claude's tea was pretty amazing... I wonder what Ciel's butler makes for him... I should ask Claude to find out! It sure seemed like those two knew each other...
I giggled at my thoughts as Claude walked in. I fell onto my back and fixed my stockings, giggling once more. "Do you know what Ciel's butler makes?"
"No, I do not. Why would you even be thinking about the earl Phantomhive? He's none of your concern..." Claude said dully.
I stuck my tongue out. "You are no fun! But he is my concern! I'm holding a party for him and his friends in a month, am I not?"
My butler seemed a bit shocked by my words. I just chuckled and walked up to my demon, grabbing his hand and playing with it. His hand was so large compared to mine. I smirked at that thought as I pulled my butler close, laying my head on his chest. "I want Ciel Phantomhive... He's all mine!" I giggled.I pulled myself close to Claude, looking up at him as I smiled softly. I reached up and touched his glasses, touching the lenses and blurring them. I laughed and pulled away.
"That is all!" I sang as I sat back on my bed. I grabbed my tea, taking small drinks of it as I watched Claude walk out of my room.
He didn't even look annoyed when I messed with his glasses! I groaned and threw the cup on the ground, watching it shatter. I smirked and rolled on my stomach, looking out of my glass doors to the balcony on the house. I slowly got up and opened it, feeling the crisp cool air hit my face and blow my hair back a bit. I closed the doors behind me and sat on the edge of the railing. I lightly kicked my legs as I closed my eyes, sighing. I started to hum quietly, smiling a bit. I finally opened my eyes, my humming quickly stopping as I saw Claude behind me. I frowned a bit as I saw his expressionless face. I laid down, the concrete railing just wide enough to hold my entire back.
"What, Claude?" I murmured as I messed with my red and gold ring.
"It's getting cold out, don't you want to stay inside?" He asked, the setting sun hitting his glasses at the right angle so I couldn't see his eyes.
"No." I hissed as I closed my eyes, returning to my humming.
I heard the door open and close once more before I fell into a light sleep.

"Jim!" Luka squealed as he ran towards me in the field of flowers.
"Luka!" I ran towards him, grinning as he giggled. I almost had my arms around him in a sweet loving hug before he disappeared.
"B-brother...?" I asked as I slowly walked to a small light in the distance. The bed of flowers was now just some sort of pitch black room.
I saw dead bodies in my path as I walked to the only source of light. I started to panic a bit as I saw all of the bodies, seeing the burn marks on them.
"You did it, Jim... You killed me. Why would you do that?!" Luka screamed at me, curled up in a small ball as I walked to the light. Tears burned my eyes as he continued to yell at me. "You did this! You did it! I hate you! I hate you! You're horrible! You aren't a highness!" Suddenly, he was still.
I bent down, sobbing as I held his dead body. The room suddenly turned to my manor, but it was different. It was when I was thirteen, when I first met the previous earl.
"You're eyes a horrible color! It's like garbage! Dull, lifeless, boring!" The old earl Trancy yelled at me as I got pushed down to my back. "Get him out of my sight..." I was suddenly dragged away to the cellars. I gasped as I saw more and more dead bodies, even Ciel Phantomhive and his butler were in the pile. I looked around, hugging my nude body as tears came to my eyes.
"You said you'd do anything to get to the top. Isn't that right, Jim Macken?" Claude walked in from behind me, smirking.
"Claude!" I quickly ran towards him, sobbing, shutting my eyes tightly. He suddenly pushed me away and walked off.
I fell to my knees, continuing to sob as I screamed towards the direction of where he disappeared. "Do not leave me alone in this dark abyss!"

I woke up with a start, tears streaming down my face as I shook violently. I was back in my bed and changed. I quickly got up and walked over to the doors, seeing the moon high in the sky. It must've been close to midnight, then.
I slowly climbed back into my bed, curling up into a tight ball as I continued to sob.
I killed Luka, didn't I?! It was all my fault he died! All my fault.
"All my fault!" I sobbed as I grabbed the cover and pulled it over my head.
I continued crying until I heard the door open. I quickly stopped and pretended to be asleep. I felt the covers being pulled away from my head and a light hand touch my cheek.
"You don't have to pretend... I heard you from downstairs. You are so loud..." I opened my eyes to see Claude standing there.
"Get away... You don't help me! Ever! You're an emotionless bastard!" I screamed at him, pounding my fist against his chest as I started to cry once more. "You left me! You left me alone and didn't look back!"
Suddenly, his arms were around me, pulling me into a soft, loving embrace. I continued to cry.
"It was just a nightmare, your highness..." Claude murmured softly. I looked up at him with big eyes. He pulled off his glove with his teeth and wiped away my tears. "No need to cry. No one will ever leave you again."
"You will..." I whispered, frowning. "You will, Claude! You can't leave me!"
He slowly leaned down, looking into my eyes. I blushed a bit, getting lost in his beautiful golden eyes. I saw a small smile on his lips... I was wrong, it was beautiful. I slowly brushed my lips against his before I became embarrassed. Acting like I wasn't kissing him, I grabbed his glasses and ran away from him. I laughed and grinned as I stared back at him.
"Fooled you! Idiot demon!" I screamed as I ran down the halls of my house. I gasped, seeing him right in front of me with another pair of glasses. I handed him the ones in my hand before sighing.
I rolled my eyes and stomped back to my room. He always ruined my fun.
Once I got into my room, my face heated up as I smiled softly, licking my lips.
I almost kissed Claude...
Do I like him?

I couldn't sleep after my nightmare, it was just too horrible and it didn't help that Claude's soft gaze wouldn't leave my head. He was so perfect, but he just didn't show any emotion expect the little amount he showed tonight.
"Claude..." I whispered, bringing my knees to my chest as my eyes closed.
"Yes, your highness?" He said, suddenly appearing in my room.
I gasped and shook my head, not meaning to call him. I buried my face into my pillows and sighed, my eyes shut tight. I felt my bed dip a little bit. I felt a hand on my back, slowly moving in circles. I opened my eyes to see Claude there, trying to comfort me. I climbed into his lap and started to cry once more about my nightmare.
"I killed Luka!" I sobbed, pulling myself close to him. I said that over and over until my butler placed a hand under my chin and forced me to look at him.
"You didn't kill your brother, your highness." Was all he said, his gaze as cold as ever.
I shoved him away, wiping my tears away. I laid back down, watching as Claude got up and walked to the door.
"Wait..." I whispered. "D-don't leave..."
I turned to look at him, pleading with my eyes. "Please...?"
He started to walk back, sitting back down on the bed. I wrapped my arms around his waist and tugged at him to lay down with me. He finally got the message and he laid down on his back, closing his eyes. His expression softened when his eyes closed. I couldn't help but bring my finger up to his lips, tracing them. My finger went down to his neck, down to the beginning of his shirt. I pulled off his stupid tie thing and undid his shirt, blushing now. One of his eyes opened to look at me and I quickly pulled away, closing my eyes like I was asleep. I heard a soft chuckle and a hand on my cheek.
I opened an eye and saw him an inch away from my face. Blushing even more, I closed my eye and turned around, my back now facing him. I let out a soft moan as he bit into the soft skin of my neck.
"H-harder, Claude!" I begged.
It seemed as if he needed no urging, he quickly bit down even harder, causing me to moan once more. It was an odd sensation to love pain this much, but I didn't care. If this pain came from Claude, I loved it. He quickly pulled away, though, sighing. I turned to him, seeing him back on his back with his eyes closed once more as if nothing happened.
I groaned and turned to my back as well.
"I fucking hate you." I hissed.
I closed my eyes, hearing a quiet growl come from my butler. I hid my smirk, repressing it so I knew he wouldn't know all of the amusement that small little growl gave me. I suddenly turned and passionately kissed Claude. I couldn't help it. His lips were my drugs and this feeling that I got when I kissed him just drove me wild. He kissed me back, sliding his tongue into my mouth and gaining control of the kiss. I turned to my back and pulled him on top of me, allowing him dominance. I whimpered as I grind my hips against him, wanting him closer to me.
I grabbed his hair, tugging at it and earning a groan from him. I smirked under the kiss, wrapping my legs around his waist. I pulled myself closer to him, whimpering once more as he started to bite my lower lip, grinding himself on me as well. I blushed deeply, moaning as he kissed down my down neck and bit down once more. I exposed more of my neck, feeling him bite harder and harder until I felt blood gush out of my neck.
I finally relaxed as Claude licked the blood from my wound, hearing him growl, he finally pulled away.
I frowned at him. "C-Claude..." I whined.
"You're hurt and lost a fair amount of blood..." He sighed, pushing up his glasses as he walked out of the room.
My face heated up as I touched my neck, looking at my bloodied fingers... Guess I'm a masochist... I loved the pain that he gave me and I didn't even realize how bad I was bleeding until now.
I saw as my demon walked back into the room with a bandage. I was scratching the wound, making it bigger and messier. He sighed and shook his head, moving my hand.
"Well, you've scratched it so much in the few moments I've been gone that you don't even know it was made by teeth." He said, almost as if he was ashamed by what he did.
I looked down and frowned. So... He didn't like me like I loved him? I guess not...
"Never speak of this." I told him as he put the bandage on. "I scratched myself so bad because of my nightmare that I broke my skin." I said, glaring at him with a hateful expression.
"Never speak of what, your highness? I just walked in here to see if you were alright... You were thrashing around and crying about your late brother." Claude said, unemotional.
There's my butler I hated and loved...
"Good. Now, leave me be. I need my rest." I said as I laid down. Once the door closed, I abruptly started to cry.

"Good morning, your highness." Claude said as he woke me up. "Today for breakfast-"
I quickly stopped paying attention and just ate once he named off the tea and whatever I was eating. Not like I even cared what it was.
It was Saturday, which was good! Saturday's are usually relaxing, no meetings and no lessons. It was an exciting day.
But not today, last night was still stuck in my head. I reached up and scratched my neck, which I just felt the bandage.
"Go away... I don't need you." I told my butler as I got up, grabbing my own clothes. I continued to scratch the bandage.
I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Please, sir, that won't help it heal."
I turned to see Hannah, looking down. I remember poking out her eye the other day. I scoffed and pushed her away. "Leave me alone...! All of you!" I screamed, shoving Hannah away and out of my room.
I slammed my door, sliding down. I ripped of the bandage, tears streaming down my cheeks as I found the faint teeth marks.
"It never happened..." I whispered, making myself believe that I never loved my butler and that it was all fake.
"It never happened." I heard a deep voice from behind the door.
I quickly got up and yanked open the door, seeing Claude walk down the hall.
Hearing it from him, I finally believed it.
I hated Claude and I'll make sure I drag him to hell with me after he takes my soul.