As i stayed, wrapped in the arms of who i did actually love, and loved me in return, i couldnt help but think how this little piece of heaven came to be, and how curiosity lead to happiness...
...Ichigo had just rejected me for the hunderth time, it didnt really bother me as much as it used to, i guess i was used to it, she been rejecting me for just over a year, i guess you could say i was bored of it by this time, that and for some reason she just didnt excite me as much anymore, i mean sure she was still cute, but she just didnt go further than that anymore, i dont know why, maybe its may heart finally giving up on the impossiable. i sighed deeply, locking my hands behind my head as i looked out at my old home, earth, it was still beautiful, but it had lost its touch really, down the corridor i heard someone coming, i didnt turn my head to see who it was
"you ok kish?" came a small annoying voice, i glanced at tart, he looked concerned
"fine" i sighed
"ah im guessing it was ichigo?" tart asked, i nodded, he tapped my shoulder "one day she shall realise what shes lost" tart said happily, i didnt even crack a smile
"thanks dude but i just kinda want to be alone right now" i sighed, lowering my arms so i could fold them across my chest
"ok well im gonna go spy on the mews so see ya soon" he said calmly
"yeah see ya" i said emotionlessly, i felt the air ripple and i knew he left, i sat on the floor still looking out the window, when i remembered i needed to ask pai when our next attack was, i missed the meeting to TRY and talk to ichigo, which just resulted in me being thrown back here, i sighed and teleported to pais room, "hmmm where is he?" i thought aloud
"PAI?" i yelled, i looked around, nothing happened
"1 minute" pai yelled back, scaring the life out of me, his voice was close, so i sat in one of pais chairs and looked around, ive hardly ever been in here, it was extremely plain, but it had a calm feeling to it, i began to relax quite quickly until pai opened the door, again scaring me, am i tense or something? i turned to the door to greet pai, only to stop in my tracks, pai was stood staring at me, topless, in a towel and still wet, i had seen him like this before but this time...wow just wow WAIT WHAT?, his cheeks heated up, same as mine, i looked him up and down, noticing his body was more muscled than i thought, and quite tonned, wait ...WHAT! i quickly teleported out of there before more thoughts appeared in my head, i threw myself on the bed and burried my head in the pillow
"where did that come from?" i asked myself, flipping over so i could lie on my back "i mean it was quite a sight...STOP IT" i said frustrated, flipping back to stuff my face in the pillow, my hands clutched my hair, and they threatened to tear it out
"kisshu?" came a quite voice, i jumped and my head came within iches of pais, i blushed slightly before pulling back, to make me a little more comfortable, damn what is up with me, the last time i felt like this was...WHEN I SAW ICHIGO! no no no i cant like pai its not exactly normal, he my best friend, i felt my cheeks heating up much more and pai gave me a confussed look
"erm sorry about that" pai said calmly, sitting on my bed, my heart sped up
"erm its ok" i stuttered, he gave me that same look he gave me when i saw him, it made me get butterflys, i looked into his eyes and got lost, i never noticed how deep they were
"so what did you want to ask me?" he asked, snapping me from my daze
"erm when is our next attack?" i stuttered, avoiding his gaze, i felt him move on the bed, then i felt his hand on my chin as he slowly tilted my head up, my heart sped up more, it felt like it would break a rib, my cheeks were probably cherry red by now, ive never felt so confussed and powerless before, but to be honest i didnt mind as long as it was pai...WHAT!, he locked his eyes with mine, making sure i could turn away, his eyes were curious and cautious, i gulped slightly, my heart was still hammering against my ribs, pias hand gently moved from my chin to the side of my face, his eyes softened and were so full of care, i had never seen this in pai, it worried me, my eyes were stinging from the lose of blinking, but i just colud blink, i was totally powerless, totally confussed and totally inlove. his thumb gently stroked my cheek, he was treating me with such care, like i was somthing precious and breakable, it felt kind of nice in all honesty, i was to busy thinking that i hadnt notice pai had moved his face closer to mine, my heart stopped once i realised, but restarted again soon after, i blinked against my will, pai came closer and gently pressed his lips against mine, my heart rocketed and my cheeks flushed with blood, i slowly closed my eyes and responded, my hand carfully moving to rest on his cheek, he pulled away, again against my will, and just looked at me in pure shock, probably reflecting my eyes, i smiled softly at him
"erm-!" was all i got before pai kissed me again, i smiled but didnt pull away, my hand stayed on his cheek whilst my other moved to his side and around to his back, pai was doing the exact same, his kiss was so passionate and caring, i pulled him closer as my arms snaked around his neck, securing him to me, i had to pull away in order to breath, i kept him close though, i opened my eyes, his were already open and looking at me, happy and loving, the butterflys retruned to my stomach, noone had ever looked at me like that, it felt kinda nice to be honest, to actually be loved rather then hated, he smiled happily before quickly kissing my lips
"you have no idea how long ive waited to do that" pai whispered happily, i smiled happily at him, my arms releasing him and resting round his waist, i was happy but at the same time confussed, my smile vanished as confussion took over, how can i like pai? hes a guy? my best friend? and yet i feel stronger for him than i did for ichigo, pai noticed my confussion "whats confussing you?" he asked, pulling away slightly, giving me a bit of space to gather my thoughts, i rested my back against the wall and drew my knees up
"im just so confussed" i said, ducking my head "im mean im happy an all but i...i just dont get it?" i whispered, looking at him, i didnt want to hurt him, in the last few minutes hes shown me more love than anyone ever, he smiled
"i know its confussing isnt it, its like how can i like my best friend right?" he asked, eyes still caring
"thats bang on i just dont how it changed so quickly" i sighed, resting my chin om my knees, he chuckled quitely "glad you find my confussion funny" i glared, he smiled in apoligy
"its not that i was thinking the same thing when it happened to me" he chuckled, i gave him a confussed look "i was the exact same kish, it happens to quickly to even really take note of how, but it still happened" pai explained
"when did it happen to you?" i asked, he eyes fell blank for a moment, he was debating to tell me, i placed my hand ontop of his, his eyes locked with mine "please" i whispered, he smiled
"well remember when you first came here talking about some 'cute' girl you had just kissed?-i nodded- well i became...jealous and it just got much worse from there onwards really" pai explained, blushing at the memory, whilst my eyes widened, pai had liked me for over a year, id been hurting him everytime i talked about ichgio
"is that why you where always so cold when i talked about her?" i asked, trying to control my voice, he nodded, i felt so cruel now, i had hurt pai so much, all i ever talked about was ichigo, i suddenly felt pais hand on my cheek, his eyes concerned
"why are you crying?" pai asked, my hand lifted to my eyes, he was right i was crying, i looked him in the eyes
"well for starters i didnt know i was" i started, he smiled "and second im so sorry" i said sorrowfully, avoiding his gaze, but he made me look at him again
"why?" he asked
"every single time i came back here, all i would talk about was ichigo, and i didnt even notice it was hurting you, so much, im so sorry pai" i finished, closing my eyes for a small moment, trying to contain some of my dignity, i have never cried and here i am crying, i didnt even cry when ichigo first rejected me, my feelings for pai were deeper than i realised, much deeper, i opened my eyes, to see pai, looking at me, still loving and caring, he was smiling
"its ok kish you didnt know" pai said calmly, wiping the remaining tears from my face, even though i had hurt him, he still wanted me, still liked me, still loved me, i smiled at him, using my trade mark grin, he smiled back, i released my knees and sat next to him, linking his hand through mine and holding it tightly, like it would vanish at any moment, the butterflys had vanished, they were replaced by this happiness ive never felt, i mean i have felt happines but never this much, somone actually loved me for me, cared for me even when i was an arsehole and cheered me up when i was sad, pai was perfect for me, in every way i could think of, how could i have never seen this before, i wasnt nervous anymore, my hand rested on his cheek as i pulled him in for another kiss, his hand resting on my neck, my tounge slid across him bottom lip, pleading for entry, he smiled and allowed me in, my tounge danced with his, and after about a minute i had to pull away for air, against my will, i smiled happily, and pai smiled back
"pai?" i whispered
"yes kish" he replied quietly, eyes curious, i took a deep breath
"i...i think i...love you" i whispered, going bright red, the butterflys returning, i waited for pai reaction, his eyes were shocked, his face blank, i became nervous again, i was about to ask but pai had kissed me again, scaring me, his kiss was passionate, so im guessing he was happy? i relaxed and closed my eyes, following pais lead, i didnt even realise i had layed down, of course bringing pai with me, my hand was on his face whilst the other was resting on his hip, pai had one on my head and the other stopping him from falling on me, his lips left mine, but didnt leave me, he left butterfly kisses down my jaw and down my neck, my body tingling wherever he touched, my head tilted backwards slowly as he began to nip and suck my neck, i had to lock my mouth shut to stop my moans, but one or two escaped and when they did i felt pai smile against my skin, my hands were gripping the bed violently, threatening to rip holes in the bed, he finally finished with my neck and returned to my lips, kissing me passionatly, he pulled away from me "pai?" i whispered
"yeah?" he asked
"im not ready yet" i whispered, embarresed, he smiled and nodded, gently stroking my cheek
"its ok i wont rush you, ever!" pai promised happily, i nodded, perfectly content in believeing him, i leaned up and kissed his lips quickly
"im going to go for a walk" i said happily
"ok" he said happily, before climbing of me, i quickly kissed him before teleporting back to earth for my walk, and to think really, earth always helped me think, it relaxed me, but i loved it here, it was so peacful and calm, i got comfy in one of the trees in the local park, linking my hands behind my head and then resting agaisnts the tree, i sighed happily, all of what was said was no lie by either of us, we did truly care, i truely cared, i loved pai, he loved me, for me, not for my rank or my looks, he loved all of me, and i loved all of him, its kinda hard to believe how just earlier today i was still after ichigo and now, here i am, love bite on my neck(how am i gonna explain that to tart?), loved and loving in return, to be honest ichigo was the last thing now to me, pai seemed to take everything else up, i smiled
"isnt it funny how things change" i sighed happily to myself, knowing noone was around
"I HATE YOU! YOU BASTARD!" a girl screamed, catching my attention, i knew the voice, it was ichigo, i sighed as my curious side got the best of me, i floated toward the noise, i found ichigo fuming and aoyama looking indifferent "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?" ichigo screamed
"what did i do?" aoyama asked confussed
"YOU SLEPT WITH MINT!" ichigo screamed, his eyes widened same as mine, mint? eww!
"ichigo please no youve got it wrong" aoyama started
"WRONG! ME! YOU WENT BEHIND MY BACK AND SHAGGED HER! HOW IS THAT NOTHING!" she demanded loudly, she was slowly getting an audience
"ichigo im sorry but i had no control please let me explain" aoyama pleaded
"just leave me alone, you can have mint i know someone else who loves me!" ichigo screeched, uh oh
"you mean kisshu?" aoyama asked, slowly getting cross
"yes!" ichigo screamed before running of, the audience vanished and aoyama was frozen, i sighed and floated down to him, he gasped and stood in a battle pose
"relax im not here to fight" i said calmly, holding my palms up, his narrowed eyes relaxed
"your here to rub what you heard in" aoyama guessed
"wrong again can you stop guessing so i can tell you?" i asked, annoyed by the boy, even though i didnt like ichgio anymore, he still annoyed me
"go ahead" aoyama said camly
"you still have a chance with her, itll take some work but its still there" i said happily, aoyamas eyes widened
"your giving me a chance to get her back? but i thought youd be jumping for joy about now? why arent you?" aoyama asked, i sighed and sat in the air
"im giving you the chance because you love her, and the reason im not jumping for joy is because im over her, you can only be rejected so much" i explaine calmly, aoyama looked amazed
"your over her?" he asked, i nodded "when?"
"today was the final straw" i sighed
"oh well thankyou for telling me but i best talk to mint" he said sourly before running in the opposite direction, i sighed and floated in ichigos direction, i found her crying under a cherry blossom
"hey ichigo" i said calmly, she stopped crying and looked up at me, and smiled
"hi kish" she said happily "did you see that?"
"all of it" i replied
"well i give you premission to kill him" she said smugly
"no ta ichigo i have much better things to be doing" i said coldly, shocking her
"what!" she stuttered
"what can i say im over you" i said calmly, looking right at her, her eyes widening in shock
"what! when!" she asked
"today was the final straw, you been rejecting me for over a year and now i dont want you anymore especially when you were going to use me as a rebound!" i said getting more angry towards the end of the sentence, a fresh set of tears fell from her eyes
"but kish i want you now" she sobbed
"well i dont want you ichigo bye bye" i said and i teleported away before she could say anything, i teleported back to the tree i was at earlier, and got comfy again, i know what i said to ichigo was a bit harsh, but she was harsh with me and she needed to know the truth, whether she liked it or not, i sighed happily again before closing my eyes and relaxing, happy knowing that once im done here ill have someone to return to
me: well what did you think? this is my first PxK :) but i love this couple :) so PLEASE REVIEW :) ill love you forever if you do :)