A/N- So for those of you who read Canadian Chaos, this is not a sequel for that story. I don't think I will be writing a sequel for it. I hope that you enjoy this story though. I also wanted to give a special thanks to Justicerocks, for giving me the push to get started on this story. This one is for you, and I hope you like it.

Juliana looked around her. This was nothing like what she had back in Toronto with the SRU. She no longer worked in law enforcement, instead she wrote crime novels. As much as she enjoyed writing she missed the action of the SRU. Jules missed hanging with the team and Sam. He was the person she missed the most. Even if she had wanted to, she could never go back to the SRU.

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"God Damn it! I'm a freaking police officer! I should be able to find her!"

Sam Braddock slammed his papers down on the table in the briefing room. It had been three years since he last saw Juliana Callaghan. Every moment he was not on shift he had used to try and find her. For the first two years his team had helped him as much as they could, but in the last year they resigned themselves to the fact that she wasn't ever coming back, and perhaps didn't want to be found.

"Sam calm down. I know you want to find her, but I think you should consider that she might not want to be found. It's been three years."

Greg Parker tried to reassure the young man in front of him. Greg hated lying to one of his teammates, his family. He wanted to do the right thing and tell Sam where Jules was; but he couldn't, she had begged him to let her start her life over.

"Sam, go home, get some sleep."

"Sir I can't just give up on her—"

"That was not a request, it's an order. You can continue looking in the morning."

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Juliana was just opening her computer to begin writing a new chapter for her new book when her phone went off.

"Hello?"

"Hey Addie! The book is flying off the shelves! Good Job! Of course having a fabulous editor doesn't hurt either."

Addison, that name sounded so strange. She knew that she would have to change her name; otherwise one of the members of the team could easily find her. In the first few months it took all of her concentration not to introduce herself as Juliana Callaghan but as Addison Kelly.

"Hey Zach. How are you?"

"Fabulous. Now listen, you have a book signing in Toronto in tomorrow. Pack your bags! We leave on the red eye tonight. The singing is at eleven."

"Alright. I'll be ready. What time is the flight?"

"10pm"

"Gotcha. See you soon Zach."

"Bye Addie!"

She hung up the phone and cursed her bad luck. If she had told Zach that she couldn't go to the signing in Toronto he would have asked a million and one questions as to why. It was just simpler to go and pray she didn't find herself in a hostage situation.

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Sam walked into the locker room the next morning having gotten very little sleep.

"SAMTASTIC! How are you this morning?"

"Been better. Ed why are you reading a crime novel?"

"I gotta tell you this chick is GOOD!"

"Lemmi see this."

Sam picked up the book. It was titled Musical Mayhem. It was about a serial killer who left the name of a song at every crime scene.

"Who is this Addison Kelly?"

"I don't know. Never really bothered with those author bios in the back of the book."

"She's got a book signing tomorrow. Sophie is begging me to go with her. She read this before I did."

Sam's curiosity got the better of him and he turned to the back. There was a bio; it said she lived in New York City. At the bottom there was a picture. Sam felt like his heart had stopped. This woman, Addison Kelly, was his Juliana. Sure, her hair was more of a chestnut colour now, and it had more layers and side bangs, but he knew this was she. By a stroke of luck Sam had found his Jules.