Clare's POV
Ever since I was little, Quil has been by my side. He cared for me when I thought no one else would. He took away my nightmares, and replaced them with dreams. He always told me that he would protect me. He could make me smile when no one else could. He was the one, that I could run to when things got hard.
Quil was everything to me. A brother, a best friend, a jokester, everything, yet, why could I never see him as a lover? No matter how much I tried, I found it hard to love Quil, without feeling sad that he was forced to love me
"I love you" Quil whispered to me
"I love...you, to" I whispered back. I did love Quil, but ever since he told me he imprinted on me, I always think he is forced to love me.
Embry was someone I turned to, when I couldn't turn to Quil. He was sweet, nice, warm and gentle, just like Quil. They were both wolfs, and I loved Quil with all my heart, yet, being with Embry, made me feel...different.
Sometimes I would dream of kissing Quil, then Embry would invade my dreams at times. Sometimes, I dreamt, that I was kissing Embry instead of Quil. That's when I would always wake up in the middle of the night, when I had those dreams.
I knew that my heart and soul belonged to Quil, yet why was my mind craving Embry?
I am a bad person,
I keep telling myself those words over and over. I hate how my mind doesn't agree with my heart, but eventually, my heart won over my mind, And then that's when I knew I truly loved HIM. But is it to late, I have already caused so much heartbreak for Quil, that now, I even feel bad for loving him.
I hated myself SOOOOOOO much at those times, when I hurt Quil, I would feel like I have hurt my heart.
"Can I kiss you, Claire?" Quil's gentle, warm voice asked
"Y-Yes" I said, as I leaned in to kiss him
I could feel, the longer we kissed, the harder he pushed his lips against mine. Even then, his lips were still gentle as could be. I could feel him warm hands, trying so hard, to not rip off my shirt.
I would feel bad if I slept with Quil tonight, even if I wanted to so badly, I just would have to stop things from going to far
"Quil" I spoke in between his gentle kisses
"Yes" He said, leading his kisses to my neck
"I...love...you" I spoke softly.
"I love you more than life" He replied, continuing with his kisses. Those 6 words, were the words that made me feel like we were a perfect match. Those 6 words, coming from his mouth, were the words that could put me to sleep
At last, I could finally convince my mind to, that I loved Quil, that I truly love Quil.
So what do you think? I know there was a spoiler, how Claire was going to end up with Quil, of course! But I thought I should mention it, just in case. I also promise that things will get funnier. Also, in the next chapter, I am going to start off the story on how Quil imprinted on Claire when she was two, then go on from that. Since this is just the begging. Anyways, please review. Sorry for any mistakes! Stay beautiful!
Ps: Chapters will be longer, promise!