It's The Way I'm Feeling (I Just Can't Deny)

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inspired by the song 'We Found Love' by Rihanna.


She was dead. And she was never coming back.

And Jeremy was slowly breaking. Or, he wanted to break something.

She'd been the only good thing in his life, the only constant. And then she was taken away.

It was only a matter of time before she was gone, Jeremy knew that. Everyone left him, at some point. Mom. Dad. And now Vickie.

Life was unfair.

And Vickie...

Tears seeped from Jeremy's eyes, drenching the white cotton cloaked pillow beneath his head.

Vickie had been taken from him.

Not for the first time, his grief fogged brain supplied.

Tyler.

Jeremy sat up, wiping at his eyes. Tyler.

He growled. The asshole had taken Vickie from him, used her and then tossed her away. And now, now he was mourning her. Like he had the right.

Jeremy pulled in a deep breath, freezing as he listened to the sounds outside his bedroom door.

He could make out the downstairs television – clearly Jenna – and he could make out, barely, a quiet whispering from Elena's room next door – obviously Stefan, or Damon, was keeping her company.

It didn't take much to slide his window open, trying to be as quiet as he could manage. He had no hope of sneaking out under which ever vampire was occupying Elena's room, but the most he could hope for was that which ever one of the Salvatore brothers was in there with Elena, they would keep their mouth shut.

It no time Jeremy was out the window, dropping down from the second story ledge, landing with a soft, "Umph," as he hit the ground.

And then he was running. It didn't take long to get out of his neighborhood. And after he was out, it wasn't that much longer before he slipped silently into the forest that would lead him to the Lockwood Mansion.


I'm not really sure what this is... Or if it's going somewhere... All I know is I wrote this not too long ago and I saved it because I didn't believe it was finished, but now that I've looked in on it, I'm not sure I see it going anywhere, so... I thought I'd post it and let it 'breathe' and maybe that'll get me somewhere. I don't know... Anyway, let me know what you think. Comments are always appreciated!