Toris yawned. He was watching „Titanic" with Feliks, but wasn't too interested in the movie and had contemplated to ask the Polish male to watch something else.
But when he had turned to Feliks, about an hour ago, the other man seemed very interested, thus Toris decided to leave the movie on and simply watch it.
He snuck a quick glanze towards Feliks and saw, that his lover looked quite sad. Sure, it was a sad movie, but not sad enough for Feliks to look this devastated and
on the verge of tears.
The Lithuanian kept looking at his friend.
The Polish man sat, his knees up, arms wrapped around said knees and a pillow in his arms. The lower part of his face was burried in the pillow and he kept biting his trembling lower lip, occasionally sniffing quietly.
"Feliks…?" Toris asked, careful not to startle him.
"Y-yes, Liet?" The blond turned to face his lover.
"Are you okay? You look sad. Like you're about to cry." The Lithuanian urged, wanting Feliks to admit it.
"No, I'm totally fine. Don't worry."
He didn't want to admit it. What had Toris expected? He inched closer to Feliks and slowly wrapped and arm around the blond, craddling him to his chest.
And as if on cue, Feliks started to cry. As soon, as he was safely held to Toris' chest, he let it all out. Tears ran down his cheeks and he sobbed brokingly.
"Oh, Feliks…" Toris cooed "I knew the movie was sad, but not that sad. You're crying so hard. Did something bad happen?"
Feliks sobbed loudly "N-no! The movie is sad… Jack and-"
"Feliks, don't lie to me. It's obviously not sympathy for Jack or Rose. Tell me, please."
The blond sobbed "I-I'm just scared! What will I do, if you die or dissapear or leave me? I'd be so lonely and sad and-"
"Po, I'd never do that. I love you way too much to leave you." He kissed the head of blond hair, that rested against his chest.
"Liet!" Feliks sobbed "Like, do you know, that you can not chose to not dissapear or die, simply because you love me?"
Toris winced "I know… But, Feliks, I will do whatever I can to stay by you side for as long, as I can, even forever, if I can manage it."
"You'd want that…?" Feliks sniffled.
"Of course! As, if I wouldn't want that!" Toris exclaimed, laughing a little to lighten his lover's mood.
And it worked, Feliks laughed "Well, like I wouldn't know! Maybe I'm too annoying or-"
"Sh." Toris shushed him and kissed his cheeks "I love you and that will never change, no matter how annoying you can be at times." He smiled, poking Feliks' side, playfully.
The blond laughed "I love you, too. So very much."
Toris smiled, cradling Feliks closer "Okay, how about we watch a not that sad film?"
Feliks smiled and nodded "I'd like that. How about… 'Mean Girls'?" He suggested, smiling up at Toris.
The Lithuanian laughed "Again?"
"Well, it is totally my favourite movie." When he saw, that Toris was contemplating, watching it, he added "I really want to watch it.", while pouting a little.
Toris smiled to himself "Boo, you whore." He grinned, quoting the movie.
Feliks clapped his hands a little "So, it's settled." He smiled and quickly pulled up the movie "And cuddling?"
Toris pulled the Polish man into his lap "And cuddling, of course." He smiled and kissed the blonde's head.
Feliks smiled and snuggled to Toris "Never leave me."
"I'd never want to do that."