This is a story I ran across in my room when I was cleaning the closet, so I decided that I will post it and see what you think of it. The story is pretty dark at first but it gets better, maybe. I haven't really decided what I'm going to do with this story but I will hopefully find out soon.
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, because if I did there would be way more blood and dark stuff and I would probably screw up the whole series.
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To feel nothing or feel pain, I choose to feel pain. No love, No friends, the only emotions I have are hate, anger, or the pain of the razor against my skin. To see blood drip down my arm, or to actually feel something. The way it feels to put the razor on my skin and slide back and forth to see the beautiful red liquid come out. I only cut when I feel I have nothing else. No friends, no family, no one who cares about the pain I cause myself to feel something other then anger or hate. To feel happy and like the world is off my shoulders. To feel not alone all the time. Yeah I go to school , but I'm just a wall that people walk past. No one knows I cut myself, no one would care, my parents are dead and have been for over six years. My friends left me and pretended to care, but once they found out I wasn't wasn't rich, they left and I live with a blood brother and a abusive adoptive father, they left. They didn't want anything to do with me.
My brother is in jail and my adoptive dad, Tamaki. hits me. He adopted me four years ago and at first he pretended to care, then he hit me. The very first time he hit me, blood on his hand, blood on my face and body. Threatening if I tell, he will kill me. So many times I've to end my own life, but I couldn't. I went to school like other people but it was to get away from him. But I always have to get home on time, or he hits me.
Today is my first day at school in a new town. I came from America but I originally came from Japan. When I was little my parents died, so I went to an orphanage and got adopted by Tamaki. Then we moved to America and I had to leave my best friends Neji and Sai. They were my only friends, we always used to hang out together everyday. We were inseparable, our parents even knew each other. Our mothers were best friends. I used to get bullied by this girl named Ino. Neji and Sai always protected me.