I am obsessed with the song Epiphany! So I decided to write a Vegeta fic using it! I don't own DBZ or Staind or Epiphany. Vegeta's POV. Takes place right after the Cell Saga........
Epiphany
Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear
"So poor chi-chi is going to have another son soon...." Bulma begins to go on and on about. I can barely hear her. I try to listen.......I really do.....But her words just seem to be lost within me.
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
God my brain is such a swirl of thought and feelings. It confuses me so much.....I never know what to say or do.....I always realize what I should of done too late....
So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
I can never tell her something simply....it always gets complicated to the point where I doubt she even understands. When it comes to the woman my words hurt more then they help me. I think the only reason why I train so much is because that's the only way I can stop forgetting about how much I screw up.....
'Cause I can't take any more of this
I wanna come apart
Or dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart
Sometimes everything feels like it's just to much to deal with....I wish i could just open up and let everything I've kept inside out. Or at least be bale to find my place into Bulma's heart......not that I deserve one....
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I'm filled with so many feelings and thoughts and contradictions.....it can be so overwhelming. I never say what I want to...or what I need to.....
I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention
Yet I always try to hide
I can be so immature at times....like a little child.....I want her attention so much at times but then when I get it I just end up pushing her away......truth be told I would love to just have it all the time but at the same time I would hate it.....I suppose it's because I'm so used to nobody noticing....or caring...
'Cause I talk to you like children
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed
I always acting I'm so much better and wiser then everyone.....talking to them like they are so much below me....but I'm not even sure how I feel about anything anymore....But I know that someday, somehow, I'll make things right......if I could only figure out how the hell to do so......
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
Everything's so messed up inside of me.....it can be so confusing sometimes....My eyes travel down to my now sleeping mate. My fingers start to run through her soft blue hair. I love her so much....I just hope she'll be able to forgive me for not being able to say it yet...
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So did you like it? I figured since I just finished the third chap of LDL the other day I could take a brake from it and write this. I hope you liked it!