Loss

Summary: ReixKai when Rei loses Driger. Kai helps him to get other it. Some spoilers.

"speak" 'taught' *song*

Chapter one: unwanted

~~~Rei~~~

I wanted to be held, but only by him. I've losted my best and only friend. "Oh Driger please come back." I'm trying to hold the tears but I let them fall. I walk round the town. I stand on a brigde trowing stones into the water. I fell so helpless. Rain falls sokeing my cloths I don't care. I want my driger. I walk into the house Tyson, max, hilary, Kenny even Kai come running towards me. "Rei are you ok? Your sokeing wet." Said Hilary. "Rei your burning up." Said Tyson after feeling my forhead. "Rei I think you sould rest." Said Kai walking me to our room. Kai looked at me. "Rei are you ok." Grey like crimson eyes meet my amber one's. I couldn't lie to you. "No I feel betrayied by the world first I was happy because.because. oh never mined why but then it come's crasing down on me. I need something too show me the right way." I say oh god I'm going to cry. Tears fall down my face. Kai walks out. "KAI!" I call. "Kai I think I need. I know it souds stupid but I think I need you." I say he looks at me and walks out. Ouch that hurt.

*All that I did was walk over start off shaking your hands I had a smilie on my face And I sat up straight

Oh ya ya I wanted to know ya I want to show you

You don't know me Don't ignore You don't want me there You just shut me out*

Tears fell down my face no one wants me. Driger didn't want me Kai don't want me. I walked into the bathroom my eyes lay the razor. A demeted glam hit my eyes an insane smile played on my lips. I picked it up running a finger down the sharp blade. blood trickled down my finger. Footsteps entered the room. 'wrist or troat?' my insane glem grw as I chose slow punishing painful death slowly blood drippled down my hand. 'pain is good.'

*no I just don't under stand why you won't talk to me it hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing don't talk words against me

I wanted to know you I wanted to show you

You don't know me Don't ignore me You don't want me here You just shut me out You don't know me Don't ignore me If you had your way You just shut me up Make it go away*

'Make it go away I will do that.' I slitted more at myself. "REI!" shouted someone as the razor was taken from my hand trown away as someone held my wrist tight adding presser. "What you doing to yourself Rei?" Kai asked. I wanted to cry. No one care's you just don't want a dead body on your hands. You start to wrap tight banguegues round my wrist. I stood up when you had fished. "No one wants me!" I said before falling to my weak knees.

*I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong my head aches it's been so long I'll write the song if that's what it take

You don't know me Don't ignore me You don't want me here You just shut me out You don't know me Don't ignore me If you had your way You just shut me up Make it go away

You don't know me Don't ignore me You don't want me here You just shut me out You don't know me Don't ignore me If you had your way You just shut me up Make it go away*

"Rei please tell me what wrong?" Kai pleaded me. "I just want someone to care for real." I whimpered.

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