Dear Friends,
It was Brennan's idea to write letters to read at your memorial. I can't say I understand.
What good does it do to write a letter neither of you will see? God I can't take this!!!
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Later
Back, I just had myself a good long cry. That's right yours truly the feral the tough cat bawled like a baby.
I feel like a baby lost and confused theirs so much that I want to say. So many things and I can't.
Adam, More than anything I want to ask you why? Why didn't you tell us the truth, did you think we couldn't handle it?
I have tried and tried to figure out your reasons. I can't even begin to understand.
Emma, My best friend, my sister. You probably knew more than words could say how much you meant to me
What could I say that you wouldn't have already sensed? Can you still feel us?
I miss you both so very much
Luv
Shalimar
