Dear Friends,

It was Brennan's idea to write letters to read at your memorial. I can't say I understand.

What good does it do to write a letter neither of you will see? God I can't take this!!!

__

Later

Back, I just had myself a good long cry. That's right yours truly the feral the tough cat bawled like a baby.

I feel like a baby lost and confused theirs so much that I want to say. So many things and I can't.

Adam, More than anything I want to ask you why? Why didn't you tell us the truth, did you think we couldn't handle it?

I have tried and tried to figure out your reasons. I can't even begin to understand.

Emma, My best friend, my sister. You probably knew more than words could say how much you meant to me

What could I say that you wouldn't have already sensed? Can you still feel us?

I miss you both so very much

Luv

Shalimar