Hi guys! I'm still new at this so please be nice. Although we both know I'll lubb any review XD

So yeah, please review, I'm /thinking/ of turning this into a series but I'm not sure. Right now though it's just a very pointless little one shot. So tell me what you think, and well, enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't know.

Written by: Haillie

Why?

He was so beautiful.

I looked into Edward's beautiful golden eyes, and once again my knees started to weaken and my heart started skipping beats. Life had been good. Charlie was away for the weekend fishing, which meant I could be with Edward twenty four seven. Well, without having to pretend he wasn't in my room when I went to bed. And it was summer, which meant no school, which meant no homework, which meant more time with Edward.

Edward quickly pulled me onto his lap, so quickly I jumped, and a surprised gasp escaped my lips. He chuckled, kissing me on the cheek before muttering

"My cute little Bella." I blushed, slowly standing up. I was time for lunch. Edward too stood up, scooping me in his arms once again. I sighed.

"Edward," I reminded him, "I can walk."

Edward ignored this as he turned the corner toward the kitchen. "Edward-"

"Oh Bella, you just got your cast off and I would like to avoid the ER today." he said, smiling down at me.

"Well if you changed me I wouldn't have to go to the ER." Edwards growled.

"Bella-"

"Edward!" I protested, "We have to talk about this some day. Why not today?" he opened his mouth but I interrupted, "No, you are not a monster, I just can't see why not anymore!" once again he opened his mouth to answer but I cut him off, "No Edward, you would not be taking away my humanity, and I assure you I would not miss anything. Edward, please, tell me, why can't you? Why not?"

I watched his perfect face struggle for a minute. I'm good. He slid me onto the couch, before whispering "Bella, you don't want this," and he disappeared into the kitchen.

"Edward!" I wined, I knew somehow he was winning this fight, so I at least wanted to get my point across before things got to hopeless. I jogged into the kitchen, almost tripping three times, jumping in front of him as he attempted to make me a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

"Why not?" Edward dropped the knife he had been spreading jelly with and turned to face me.

"Because Bella," he paused, "If I changed you not only would I take away your chance of happiness with someone else, someone human, but I would curse you with immortality. Many people have died looking for it Bella but what they don't under stand is how cruel it is. Please." He paused once again.

"Bella, please, I can't put you though immortality, when everyday you're just there. Unable to really live, with no real point in life, watching as your friends grow old and die, as the life you knew fades away until you feel so useless, so pointless. So done with life, never able to die. Just there to watch as everyone else rot with age, leaving you behind, because you would be forever seventeen. Bella it's hell. Then there's the fact you'll be living on blood, you can't go near anyone without resisting the desire to suck them dry."

By this point tears were slowly falling down my cheeks, and I could feel my eyes become all red and puffy. Edward pulled me into a hug,

"Please Bella," he whispered, "please don't ask me to make you a monster."

"It's hell," he repeated, "it's hell."

I was crying harder now. Couldn't he see I didn't care! I wanted this anyways, I leaned closer to him, I had one more question, that I had to have answered, and I whispered softly into his hair.

"Why not?"

I hope you enjoyed this. It was fun to write! Again I think I have a pretty good idea for a little series here but I'm not really sure if I should. What did you guys think? Did you like it? I will love you forever if you review!

Well, bye for now!