we stand together at the of us speaks. we dont want to ruin this moment.
the last moment.
you are going on a mission... a suicidal mission.
I must be strong you say, every thing will be fine.
"dont do anything stupid while im gone alright, I love you."
you say these things... but I know the true meaning behind them
and you know it as well.
you hand me a small box. and hug me tight.
you tell me your mission should be over in two weeks.
you kiss me good bye and shut the door.
...that was the last time you will hold me.
and I finally break down sobbing.
I look at the present you gave me, and cry harder.
sitting there holding my knees to my chest,
I try as hard as i can to remember how it felt when you held me
I hold the dolphin charm necklace to my heart, and begin to cry myself to sleep.
because you are gone.
I remember all the times we had together.
and realize that is all i have now... memmories.
I leave the conscious world and see you standing there.
I embrace you, and the tears flow
even in my dreams... I cry... Because I miss you
If my memmories are all I have, I wish to dream forever,to be in the last place where you are still with me.
But dreams are not the real thing, and I must wake up at some point.
without you
as you hold me tight once more, you whisper into my ear.
"I will never leave you."