Yeah, it's here...the first chapter of An ending ... Yeah, it came out fast...it called to me. I spent a whole night thinking about this chapter. Please enjoy even though it's short...I spent a long time on this. Review.

Chapter 1 – Path

The day was finally here, the day I would see my friends again. The doctors had said that the incident that happened two years ago would take my ability to walk ever again. It was fate. Fate had taken my ability to walk ever again. Weak.

I entered the cemetery; it felt so familiar yet not. This was where I had lost my ability to walk. I saw the distinct figures of my friends, two years, two years. I went further with my wheel chair. I saw them staring at me.

"Been awhile, how ya been, Tsuki?" Horohoro asked me. I just gave him a sad smile.

"Ren…can I talk to you?" I quietly asked him and he nodded, grimly. We went further into the cemetery, the full moon shined…it was kind of creepy.

We stayed silent for a few minutes; I could hear the soft breeze and the sounds of birds in the distant. I closed my eyes and listened to the voice of earth, I felt the power of out mother planet.

"How you've been?" Ren finally spoke up. I knew he had been working up the nerve to speak and I had given him the time…there was no need to rush.

"I've been doing great, you?" I smiled at him.

Ren looked me in the eye, "Tell the truth."

I tried to look confused but I couldn't lie…not to him. "These two years had been…horrible…" I admitted it.

"It must've been…since you can't walk…"

"No…that wasn't it…will you please stop blaming yourself?!" I nearly screamed at him. He didn't look me in the eye. I calmed myself down and steadied my wavering voice. "These two years…like I said had been horrible. I…I found myself locking myself in a room and having a knife in my hand…too many times. I would stare at the clean knife and then at my own wrist and wonder what the hell am I doing? That's what I would think, time after time. I didn't do it because I couldn't walk…I did it because I missed you so damn much!" I looked away from Ren who had now directed his gaze at me; I had tears in my eyes.

"Tsuki…you're just saying that to make me feel better…" Ren started.

I cut him off, "Shut up damn it! You don't even know the first of it! It didn't matter if I couldn't walk, it didn't matter! I missed you more then ever! Why can't you get that in your head?! WHY CAN'T YOU?! I never blamed you for the incident two years ago. That was my mistake! I charged at him, I fell for his trap! STOP SULKING IN YOUR SELF PITY AND OPEN YOUR EYES!" my voice rose in the November air. I had my eyes locked onto Ren's, the breeze blew across the cold cemetery, and tears were now flowing down my face.

"Maybe you don't know, I'm not sulking! I know that was my fault!" Ren's voice was rising a little.

"It was not!"

"Yeah, YEAH! But it was. But it was my mistake for leaving you back then! I couldn't even face you! I was too damn ashamed!" Ren was about to say more.

"NO MAYBES, NO BUTS! I don't need that!" I yelled and I felt my throat go sore, "I just want…you. That was what I always had wanted and always will…everyone I knew over the last two years kept saying you wouldn't be back! I didn't believe him! I refused to believe them! They all doubted that I would ever walk again!" I now was crying and I couldn't stop it or control myself.

"Tsuki…" I knew Ren was opening his eyes now.

I sniffled and stared at him straight in the eye, "I just want you… don't need anyone else… Maybe…no… We will hold on and beat fate…beat all those words that people binded us with…we'll beat fate…like I beat it." I stood up, at first I wobbled but I got myself steady. No one knew I had practiced over these two years. I walked slowly to Ren and held out my hand to him. "Please, Ren, please hold on…we'll beat them all…we'll make it through…" I whispered and Ren took my hand and slowly brought me in an embrace. I recognized him right away. I looked into his eyes, I probably was a major mess right now but I could see it in his eyes…the love in his eyes.

"I'll hold on…as long as you will…" he whispered in my ear and we stood there for so long. No words were needed to express this feeling we shared…since there were no words that could express this feeling…

I smiled as Ren and I walked on the metal bars on the railroad tracks, we were smiling and holding hands. I guess we loved living life on the edge; it wasn't like we had a choice. This was love.

Soon things would complicate further and I knew I would never be 100 percent ready…but that didn't matter. I squeezed Ren's hand tighter, I will never let go and he will never either. It didn't matter if the road I walked was long, it would go on miles and miles…but…I would never be alone, never ever. I stopped and holding Ren's other hand I leaned and kissed Ren. I smiled as we stumbled, off balance on the metal part of the railroad tracks. I will never be alone…this road will be long…the consequences may be deep but…I will never regret a single thing I do. This is my path.

Review...i'm pretty tragic for this series...sorry. I'm expressing my feelings...a not so perfect love story with an ending that's undecided. I'm blueprinting real life...in a fictional way. Please review even though this may sound like trash to you. I'm pretty dramaful and passionate about this stuff...even though no one knows...heh. Review.