Okay I want to start things off by apologizing to RockyCodyAJWadeWifey21, I am so sorry this had taken so long to get up. I've been busy but here it is and yes I know it sucks, I promise the next chapter will be much better! Please be patient with me it will be up soon. Okay I'm done babbling please read...
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~Marissa's POV~

I thought everything was going great, somewhat, in mine and Nathan's relationship but I was wrong. He's always being mean and it's rare when he tells me he loves me. It's been like this for a while. He's so controlling but I never say anything to him, I just walk off or do what ever he says.

I was in our living room one night watching Monday night RAW and he randomly came in and turned it, without asking me.

"Um what was that for?" I asked looking at him as he sat beside me, and looking at the T.V. intently.

"What was what for?" He asked looking at me.

"Why did you turn the channel I was watching that."

"So.."

"Why don't you go up stairs and watch your show up there?"

"Because I don't want to why don't you go up there."

"Because I was here first." I replied taking the remote from him and turning it back to RAW.

"I was watching that."

"Now you know how I feel." He grabbed the remote from me, changed it back and grabbed my arm.

"don't you ever change the channel when I'm watching T.V. ever again." He said getting right in my face. I nodded and broke away from him, running up stairs and slamming the door closed. "why am I in such a terrible relationship? Why does this happen to me?" I said to myself as I look in the mirror. It normally happens like this I find a guy that I think is a good gut and he turns out to be an ass. I need some rest I cant deal with this right now.

I woke the next morning earlier than usual. I looked over and saw Nathan beside me. I sighed and started to get out of bed then I felt him pull me closer to him, wrapping his arms around me.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"To get ready and go to the gym then to work."

"Oh, why don't you stay here for a little while longer. Skip the gym and stay here with me."

"I cant, I gotta go to the gym you know I like to stay in shape."

"You will with the idea I've got in mind." He said pulling me closer to him and kissing my neck.

"No Nathan. I've got to go."

"No, you will stay here." He said as he grabbed my wrist. And got on top of me.

Somehow I managed to get away from him and run into the bathroom. I was actually kind of scared of him. He probably would have tried to rape me or something.

"What the fuck are you doing!? Get out here!" Nathan shouted from the other side of the door.

"NO! I told you I didn't want to stay here. I have to get to work.!"

"Fine be like that bitch! Just leave!" He shouted.

I slowly opened the door and walked out. He wasn't in there anymore so I hope he left. I went into the closet and got ready for work. I wanted to get out of here as quick as possible.I walked down stairs grabbed my things and left. I had to get out of there.

I hate the fact that he is always like that to me. I really need to call it quits with him. This has been going on for far to long. I really want a man that can treat me right and he knows how to treat a woman. Not be an ass to her. One day I hope to find that guy, the guy that will treat me right. One day.

I'm sorry this is so short the next chapter will be longer. It will be up soon. :)
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