(Hello everyone. I'm very sorry for the long break. Life just hits you with big piles of crap sometimes. But i am back and this story is taking place right after the events of miscreant. (: I am writing in sigyn's point of view this time because i find my writing is better this way. If not then please let me know. haha Thanks for reading and enjoy!)

We returned to Asgard. Everything was as I remembered it to be in my memories..except the bifrost. It was destroyed. I knew in a moment exactly what that ment for me. I was hoping to see them again. To hear my sister Nana's soft voice again, to feel young Syn's tiny arms wrapped around my legs. I missed Snotra's and Sjofn's bickering and even Var's most unpleasant crying. I didn't much miss my mother's strict ways, Lofn's gossiping or Hnossa's snobbishness but there was an ache in my chest longing to see all of them. Even idunn..I hadn't seen her in weeks even before I had left.

I quickly felt firm yet gentle hands upon mine and a desperate whisper in my ear. "The Tesseract, Sigyn..It will fix this." Loki's words were rushed as I felt his hands abruptly tear from my shoulders. I turned around to see him being practically dragged away by soldiers. I felt a tiny bit of anger as my vision became blurry.

Only Thor stood next to me now. "What will they do to him?" I could only whisper it. Thor crossed his arms but did not look to me. "What he deserves." His voice was hard and angry. I closed my eyes..will they execute him? Please, Odin no..

I quickly wiped the tears before Thor could see and averted my thoughts to another subject. "The bifrost." I asked, my voice flat. His sigh was deep and frustrated to say the least. "Loki." Was all he said and was all he had to say. I immediately felt hurt..why would he do this back then? Knowing my home and family was another realm away. Didn't he think of me at all? But then I remembered I had been gone for two years. Pronounced deceased..

I looked up at Thor. "Why would he do this? There must have been a logical reason at that time.." I stopped talking the moment Thor looked down at me. His expression had saddened greatly. "When you left I didn't much realize how great of an affect it had over him. I knew it would change him, hurt him and anger him and it did greatly for the first months. But then one day he acted almost normal. But still something in him wasn't quite the same. His gestures were more harsh, his actions more careful and his lies grew. Yes, he was always one for mischief..and at the time I had thought that was all he was capable of. We all treated him normally again. Seemed it was what he wanted. Until he betrayed all of Asgard just to show his worth to our father. It wasn't until after his plans he discovered his true heritage.. Then Loki was truly gone."

My brows furrowed in disbelief as i stared up at Thor. "What do you mean he betrayed Asgard?"

"He grew envious and foolish. He let Laufey in, almost killing Odin just to strike him down to show his worth, lied to me about our fathers death and had me stranded on Midgard where he almost had me killed. He is a dangerous man now, Sigyn. And I am afraid he can never be trusted again."

I no longer cared about the tears in front of Thor. My breathing was heavy, i felt as if a weight was in my chest. I knew what Thor had meant.."I understand my leaving was just another built up agony on top of everything else Odin had put him through.." I sighed softly and closed my eyes. Odin is a great man, a great king, and a great father... to Thor. But he did wrong by Loki, and I don't know if I could ever look at him the same because of it.

I placed a hand on Thor's arm. "It wasn't your fault, Thor." He gave me a slight nod, his eyes worried. "Even if Loki thinks it was." I forced myself to stop crying. Thor turned to place his strong hand on my shoulder, certainty in his eyes. "Your disappearance was not your fault either, Sigyn. Who ever banished you to Midgard will soon pay for what they have done." I looked up at him immediately. "So you do think someone purposefully put me on earth? But why?" Thor's expression grew serious, eyes narrowing. "Loki has many enemies, getting to you would have caused him the most hurt. As it had."

I nodded. I will find out who did it one day and I myself will make them pay some how.

"Loki's trial will start soon you must be there." Thor said solemnly. Confusion swept through me. "Me? ..So we are still betrothed after all of this?" I tried to hide the desperation in my voice as much as possible but i fear Thor had heard it anyways due to the slight tug of his lips. "Yes, my lady. Unless you no longer wish to be.I am sure Odin will ask you at the trial." I swallowed down my relief and nodded. I just had one more question to ask before going to Loki's trial.

"Thor..Loki mentioned the tesseract could fix the bifrost..please let that be true. My family is still in Vanaheim." I didn't care about the thick desperation in my voice now. I just wanted my family back.

Thor looked at me with sincerity. "Yes. Now that we have the tesseract within our reach the bifrost will be restored quickly." He didn't need me to ask. My expression had said enough. He nodded, thinking. "Within a week or less, I assume so. Do not fret. Now you must take your leave to the trial at once." I nodded as Thor held is arm out to me. I took it nervously and headed to the front gates of Asgard. I told myself to be brave, no matter what Loki's consequence will be. I will be there for him.

(okay that was end of chapter 1. sorry its so short but if i combined it with ch 2 it would have been wayy too long. lol I know nothing really happened in this one but more will be happening in the next one and so forth sooo yeaaa. again sorry I've been gone so long! D': )