Okay, here's a bigger summary: What if all Sakamakis were Cordelia's sons? How would that change her faith? That would change her relationships with all of them and she wouldn't be killed. Because Shu is the only one who didn't kill his mother. I'm not saying he wouldn't kill Cordelia if he was her biological son, but this is fanfiction, I can write whatever I want. So, Cordelia wouldn't be dead and Yui wouldn't have her blood. So she would be a normal bride and Sakamakis would treat her differently. Cordelia will be a lot in this story, I'll add Mukamis but later and a bit of Karlheinz in the first chapter and maybe later. First chapter will be about how they were born, then when they were kids (old like in flashbacks in episode 7) and then when Yui comes and continue from it. That will be the bigger part of the story. These chapters where they are small is for you to understand new relationship between Cordelia and them. She didn't need to be a cruel mother because she didn't have to fight against Beatrix and Christa. She won't be the best loving and caring mother but she'll have sweet moments with them. And as for Yui, her relationship with brothers is hunter-prey. She's their food and nothing else. No romance, except a little bit between Cordelia and Karlheinz. And triplets aren't triplets here, they go Shu-Reiji-Ayato-Laito-Kanato-Subaru but look same. You'll get why later. I hope I didn't confuse you. Enjoy!
Cordelia was in great pain. Her whole body was frozen. She felt like she was an ice statue that couldn't move. She finally gave birth to her first son. The birth was long and painful. Whole new experience for her, she never felt so much pain in her life, like something broke inside her. She didn't even take a look at her baby, not that she didn't want it, but this pain was too much for her and maid already took her son out of the room at Karlheinz'es request. She hadn't seen him in months. She smiled at the thought of her husband finally being beside her and take a break of his mistresses. Now that she gave him a son, he was bonded with her forever.
She was lying in her bed whole day, the room was dark and quiet. Finally, the door opened and Karlheinz came in. In his hands was a little blue blanket. He smiled at her. Well, he had to act happines and love from time to time. "At last Cordelia," He said and came deeper in the room. "Finally a son." He sat beside her and showed her their son. Her ticket to his love. Baby boy was sleeping and his small chest were rising up and down slowly. When Karlheinz handed him to Cordelia, she looked at him and after few seconds he opened his blue eyes."Shu." She mouthed their son's name.
"I agree with you." Karl said. "It suits him." They were staring at little Shu for a few seconds. Then, Karlheinz took him out of Cordelia's arms and put him in the little crib few meters away from bed. Cordelia looked at him, confused. He then turned to face her and fastly came back to bed, kissing his wife passionately. Cordelia accepted his kiss, but Karlheinz wanted more as his hand went under her nightgown. Cordelia of course wanted it too. But in this moment... she gave birth before just few hours. Even perfect demonic body of hers couldn't bare that much. It would be too painful and bad for her health. But she hadn't get love from him for such a long time... Who cares for problems later?! He's now here and it's all what matters. But since Karlheinz wasn't capable of love, he was doing this just to get another son.
After that, he just went out of the room without a single word and she hadn't seen him for a long time.
After 3 months, he came back. Cordelia was overjoyed. He threw a look her, actually, at her belly. He was satisfied that she was pregnant again. He didn't even ask for Shu. He just saw him for a brief moment and it even wasn't by his will. He saw him in Cordelia's arms when he came to see if she became pregnant and that's it. Then he just went away again.
More months passed, and Cordelia was about to give birth Shu's brother. Karlheinz came to take a look at the baby. To see if Cordelia satisfied or failed him. He didn't even ask how she decided to name the baby. Then he made sure to make her pregnant again.
This third pregnancy was very difficult for Cordelia. She didn't know why, but there was something special about this baby she was carrying. Her husband didn't come to visit her this time, he just came when his new son was born. Before he came, Cordelia decided to name new baby Ayato. When his eyes opened, they were exactly green and demonic like hers. She saw a lot of herself in Ayato. It was then when she realized why this pregnancy was so difficult, because Ayato inherited best genes of both Vampire King and Demon Lord's daughter. Even when he was a tiny, innocent baby, Cordelia knew that destiny had something big for Ayato. When Karlheinz came (finally) he was also amazed and realized same thing Cordelia did. But said nothing. So he did what he did after Shu and Reiji were born - made her another baby, and he did it again and again. That three next pregnancies were also difficult for Cordelia. Not difficult like with Ayato. When she was pregnant with Ayato, she had terrible pain in her abdomen every day. She could barely move. And with Laito, Kanato and Subaru, she really had a little time to take care of herself and her pregnancies. With Shu and Reiji was easy, although they both were very small, they weren't much demanding like Ayato. When he was still very little baby, Ayato wouldn't stop crying. He was always hungry and she could never get him to sleep. Actually, pregnancies weren't hard themselves, Ayato made them hard, for his constant demanding. And Reiji and Shu didn't help it. Though they weren't nearly spoiled like Ayato, they were still children about who should be taken care of. But she was thankful that they weren't like Ayato.
After Subaru was born, it was finally over. But Cordelia was also sad, because Karlheinz this time just looked at Subaru and went away. He didn't even greet her for welcome or goodbye. But she couldn't blame her children for that. They were the only reason why Karl visited in last few years. She had really hard time raising 6 little kids by her own. But it was much easier when she wasn't pregnant. Because now she could focus on them. She tried to treat them all same but it just was not possible. Shu was the oldest and a lot of her attention went on him. But she was trying to spend more time with others.
To Karlheinz education was very important, and his wife knew that stupid children were worthless to him. So all their sons should study a lot.
Cordelia knew Shu didn't like learning, but he was to be the next head of the family and it can't be changed. She was thankful that he at least wasn't complaining or refusing to study. If he did, she would force him to study anyway.
Reiji was completely opposite, he used to secretly watch Shu studying. And Cordelia recognized will and wish for studying in him. So while she had to teach Shu, she got a personal tutor to teach Reiji. Though she wanted to teach him herself, Shu was the oldest and he couldn't be left to a tutor to teach him. If she wanted him to really learn something and learn it well, she had to be the one teaching him. Reiji had natural talent for learning and no one could tell that he needed her strict teaching like Shu had. But when he would come to her and tell her that he had learned something new and interesting, and wanted to show it to her, she couldn't resist but let him show her new words her learned, some mathematical tasks, build of some body from biology, new experiment from chemistry... He actually learned quite a lot of chemistry when Shu just started to learn about it.
Ayato was different from both of them. He hated learning. She didn't have to force Shu to learn and Reiji wanted to learn by his own. But for difference from Shu, Ayato would complain whenever she told him to study. He just didn't have will to learn but that didn't mean that he didn't have to learn. So she had to force him. He also got his tutor like Reiji did but he never learned anything. So Cordelia had to spend less time with Shu to focus more on Ayato. Shu would get Ayato's tutor from time to time that Cordelia could teach Ayato. Because Ayato was a spoiled brat and only Cordelia could force him to do anything. By now Shu knew that he had to study but with his new tutor he studied less. But if he would learn on his own when Cordelia was with Ayato and tutor already studied with him, his mother promised him that he can keep a puppy that his friend gave him. That way both Ayato and Shu were studying equally.
Laito's problem was his laziness. He didn't find any interest in studying so he wasn't doing it. Cordelia already had enough worry with Ayato and Shu but tried to work more with Laito. He got his own tutor but wasn't best in studies. But it was enough for Cordelia to know that he at least knew something than nothing.
Kanato really didn't have talent for learning. No matter how much he would try and how many tutors Cordelia would get him, that just wasn't his thing. He could learn some basic things, but something complicated - no way that he could learn that. Sometimes he could if Reiji would help out. Or Cordelia but that was really rare.
Subaru was really special child, not Ayato special. Not in the best way. He was quiet and prefered to be alone. His brothers would rarely convince him to play with them. He had problems with trust. And for studying he didn't even want to hear. Since Cordelia was fully busy with Ayato and Shu, she had a little free time that she would spend with Laito or really rare Kanato. She really hadn't much time to teach Subaru. He had big problems with his tutor - he actually didn't even talk to him. And force was only making things worse with him. But Cordelia came up with a plan - Reiji would always be with Subaru while he was studying and he helped him to get along with his tutor. She knew that it would take Reiji's own time that he would spend on reading or studying his own lessons. But Subaru didn't have to learn much like Ayato and Shu who really needed to, like Kanato who was really bad at studies and like lazy Laito. So two hours each day was enough for him. Cordelia didn't worry for Reiji because he would find time to study what he needed. Sometimes he would study while all his brothers were playing because he spent his learning time to help Subaru and Kanato.
Years were passing and Karlheinz was visiting less and less. After Subaru's birth, he would visit once in 6 months, and then once in 9 months, until he started visiting once a year. He would often say to come, but rarely would actually do it. Every time when that would happen, Cordelia would be heartbroken and would lock herself in her room. By that time, her sons were already old enough to understand when their mother is sad and why. They would try to knock on her door but she wouldn't answer.
One time, when Karlheinz said to come to visit after long 10 months Cordelia was overjoyed and prepared everything. She wanted everything to look perfect. And it really did. Afternoon came and Karl didn't show up. She went up to her room and started crying. Subaru was very sad. His emotions were so different from his brothers'. So when he was sad, he would be very sad. He came to his mother's door and knocked. He didn't expect her to open him, she never would when this would happen. But he was just a small child and didn't understand a lot of things. "Mother, it's me." Little Subaru said, his eyes were so big and cute and full of sadness. In his hand was a piece of paper. He was waiting for his mother to answer. And surprisingly, she said with a quiet voice: "Come in, Subaru."
Chibi Subaru came in the dark room and saw his mother sitting in her bed. Her whole face was a mess of makeup. He climbed up in the bed and crawled under blanket. His head popped out and he leaned back on the huge pillow beside his mother. She ran her fingers through his hair. "Mother, I've done this for you." He said and handed her a piece of paper that he brought with him. She took it and looked what it was - a drawing. He drew a woman in the black dress with purple hair. Her hand was in hand of a man with white hair and golden eyes. "D-Do you like it?" Subaru asked.
"Yes. I do. Thank you, Subaru."
"Mom, I don't want you to be sad." Little Subaru said with the cutest and childishest voice ever.
"I know that, Subaru." She forced a smile and kissed his forehead. He purred and rubbed against her body and fell asleep in his mother's arms.
