"Eren, I'm sorry, it just can't happen" Levi had said to me. I kissed him again, desperately begging him to understand that it had to happen.

He pushed me away.

"Eren, I am your superior. I'm also too old for you. And a man. I'm a man!" Levi yelled. Tears formed in the corners of my eyes as I left without listening to what he was saying. I quickly ran to my room and cried myself to sleep.

That had happened a few weeks ago. Levi hadn't said anything to me at all. My chores were written on a note every morning and given to me by Hange.

I sat in my chambers on my bed, with my knees curled into me. My door opened and shut. A pressure on the bed indicate a small body.

I looked over.

"What do you want?" I asked Levi.

He grabbed my hand.

"Eren, you've been so depressed lately. Please, talk to me" he said earnestly.

i hung my head.

"Can't you see what you've done to me?" I said calmly, A single year slid down my cheek.

He grabbed my chin and placed his hand on my cheek.

"Im sorry, Eren... It just can't happen..." His hand rested on my cheek while his other hand held mine.

Tears flowed down my cheeks, fat tears full of sadness. My heart was breaking.

"Then I don't want you to do anything..." I said with a sob. "Please... Just hold me" I gasped and sobbed as I laid my head down on his lap, he patted my back and held my head, whispering how it was going to be okay and how he was so sorry to me as I sobbed.

How could it be okay?

my heart was broken, and unlike the rest of me, this wouldn't heal.

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Okay that's the intro to my new story! Review on what you think