HIKARI'S P.O.V
"You want some ice cream?"
"No thanks, I'm full."
"That's odd. Tell me what's wrong."
"I'm fine." "Hmm…I know, come on."
"Where to? Wait!"
I can't do anything after he held my hands. For me, it's the best feeling in the world. It's actually weird for young teenagers to act like this. But for us, we don't mind as long as we have each other on our side. I ran beside him; I felt my heart beats fast. Probably I'm nervous; I don't even know where he is taking me.
"Come on. We're here." He still holds my hand. We are on their house. Servants opened the front door and welcomed him as if he's a long lost and finally found prince. He leads me to the family area at the second floor where his mom is reading a pretty interesting magazine about fashion. We sat on the couch in front of her. Her mother puts down the magazine and began to talk to us.
"Is she your girlfriend?"
"Yes mom, her name is Hikari."
"Good afternoon, uhm... . My name is Hikari Kamiya."
"Lovely! Takeru I'm so proud of you."
We've been together for 6 months already; his family knew about me so well except for his father that is working and living abroad. I just don't have that chance to meet them. I'm very grateful that his mother likes me before and even now as if I'm her son's wife. Things changed, lot of things happened. Some have to leave and face a new life. But for some, if you love somebody, that doesn't mean that, you can already forget the past so easily. For me, even if we broke up and even if I already like a new guy, I still love him, I still think of him. I can't understand myself now, it seems like I'm a little robot with an incomplete form.
TAKERU'S P.O.V
It's almost 4 years since then. I know I have so many memories with her to reminisce. I left her with what she wanted. I still remembered what her last text message contains that time.
"I love another guy, pls let me go. So that when you reach America, you will worry about me."
I really don't know what to do that time. I'm so stupid; I agree to let her go. My mom really wants her for me. She's sweet, kind and responsible. I don't know what's happening to her life right now. I don't even know that guy she's dating to right now. I can still remember the feelings of a kiss. Those sweet lips touches my cheeks, it felt like an angel kissing me. You're so impossible to forget, even if I have a lot to do, I can't help but to think of you. Is this the pain of my mistakes? Or I just loved you so much that I can't forget you and our memories. God damn it, I'm so stupid for an angel like you. I miss you like crazy. If I could just turn back time. I will never let you go like I did now, even if it means that I have to fail my dad's expectation. I'm leaving everything to that guy whom you love.
PRESENT TIME
"All of those memories Yollie. Damn, I still miss him like hell." Hikari confessed every single detail of her feelings to her best friend. Today, their school batchmates will celebrate the first day of being independent after graduating college. Hikari sat somewhere in the venue where no one can notice her. Yollie sat down with her.
"Girl, just forget him already. I think it's time for you to notice Daisuke's feelings. For goodness sake he's courting you for almost 5 years now." Yollie informed Hikari about it. Hikari just smiled as she saw Takeru and his wife in the middle of the venue. As the speaker of the event welcomed Takeru's wife, Hikari's tears fell and embraced Yollie so tight.
"I know Yollie, this time I can never get him. Even though God knows how I loved him so much." Hikari's tears flow down uncontrollably as she is watching the newly wed.