Warning: contains an eating disorder, cutting and towards the end a relationship between two woman. If you don't like this of think this will be triggering, don't read!

This will Be my first fanfiction and I would like to thank my beta reader AxCalZona. English is not my first language, so if you see any mistakes, please let me know.

Disclaimer: I don't own the show grey's anatomy, never will and never had.

They say that there is a friend somewhere in the world for everybody, but who believes that? We all know that kid in school who is always alone and never speaks. Who would want to hang out with that?

In this school, that kid is the 15 year old Meredith Grey. She is the kid who wears black all the time, sits in the back of the class staring out of the window. Although she doesn't pay attention in c

lass, she is a straight A student. For her, it is a good thing that nobody speaks to a nerd like her, that way nobody knows her secret.

She claims that the cafeteria of the expensive Boarding school is way too loud and after mentioning her mother's name a couple of times, the headmaster allowed Meredith to sit in the library during lunch. Breakfast is also easy to avoid, she sleeps till 8, leaving no room for breakfast before school. Dinner? Well, she still has to find a way to avoid that one, but until then she will have to eat a little bit and start jogging right after.

Yeah, she is that freak in school.

It's almost December when it all changes. In her eyes, her body is not perfect it will never be. She is still fat, so why else would nobody notice her weight loss? What she doesn't know is that there is new kid in school, somebody who is also damaged, just like her.

She does the same routine like every morning, get up at 8, go to the bathroom and measure her weight and look at her fat body. When she is done she runs to her first class of the day and sits alone in the back of the class. This time, the teacher comes in with a new girl. An Asian girl who looks bored out of her mind. The same thing as always happens, the teacher introduces the girl, her name is Cristina, and tells her to go and sit somewhere.

'Oh no.', is Meredith's first thought when the teacher asks if Meredith wants to take the new girl under her wings. Why does this always happen to me? Cristina will give her some hope and then she will start to bully her, like every other kid in this school.

"Yang. Cristina why are you attending this school, that btw looks just like a prison?'', and with those words she knows for sure that Cristina isn't like the others. She seems to hate this place as much as Meredith does. '' My lovely mother is always working and she says I make her think about my father so when I was 10 I started at this Boarding school. You?''

'' my mother was driving me crazy and stuff, you know how mothers can be, it got even worse after my dad...' The Asian kid looks at her new friend and stops talking, making meredith wonder what happend.

They are both the strange dark kids; maybe people were right after all when they say that there is a friend for everybody.