So this is gonna be a Eren x levi fic because I am havin the feels right now! I know the beginning is kinda boring but DEAL WID IT! Hope you like this :3
Disclaimer: If I owned AOT Eren and Levi would be an actual couple :3
I smile as I see the thick lines I made flow with blood. I can't stop. I clutch the blade as I slice more skin on my arm. Hi, my name is Eren and I'm just trying to stay afloat.
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I bet you all are wondering why I do this to myself (or not cause I'm a piece of shit). Well if you really want to know here's my story. Well it was when I was at a party with my sister, Mikasa. She wasn't in the best shape to drive home but she begged so I let her. As always I made a fucked up decision. Who let's there own drunk sister drive them home. Well anyways, while we were driving she ran a red light. Right then another car started coming from the other way. All I remember is feeling a sharp pain up my whole body. I heard lots of screaming. I looked over to see if Mikasa was okay. What I saw was the most devastating thing ever imaginable. I saw her body, bloody and broken. She was barely breathing.
"Er...en" she said in a weak voice. As I waited for her to continue tears formed in my eyes. When she stopped talking I put my head up to her chest to find a heartbeat. Silence. I blocked out every sound there was. Silence. I screamed as loud as my lungs would allow.
"MIKASA! DONT YOU DARE LEAVE ME!" I knew it was to late.
"Mikasa..." I said as I wailed. The firefighters had to drag me away from her body. Later I found out that the driver in the other car was killed and the passenger was critically injured. After the accident my mom committed suicide and my dad ran away with his sorrows. I was all alone.
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I then became angry with myself. Mikasa, mom, the other passengers in that other car. It was all my fault that they were dead. I made more dark red cuts up and down my arm. Blood soaked my bed as I did these actions. The pain was overbearing but I liked it. As fatigue came over me I thought I am a monster...