Julian laid on his bed in his dorm and soaked in the energy of the room. After finally being released from the medical ward, he wanted nothing more than to take a long nap in his bed and stay as far away from Logan Wright as possible.
It looked as though he wasn't going to get either one of those wishes when the aforementioned boy stormed threw his door. Logan's face was concerned but the room was quickly filled with an air of awkwardness.
Julian groaned but Logan's expression remained the same. With a sigh, Julian spoke. "What is it Wright?"
Logan hesitated.
"You're…you're okay?" he finally stated.
"Yep! All patched up and ready to be attacked by the press." Awkward silence. "Well now that you've seen for yourself, you can leave." Julian replied harshly. He was determined to finish the conversation as quickly as possible.
Logan wasn't fazed. He simply closed the door behind him and glided one step closer to Julian. "Can't get rid of me that easily, Larson. I believe we have something to discuss."
"No, we really don't. I have nothing to say to you." He looked into Logan's green eyes and noticed a hazy expression he was far too familiar with. "Plus," Julian continued. "You're all drugged up"
"Only a little bit." Logan confirmed with a cool tone. "This conversation would be going much differently if I wasn't"
"Well drugs or no drugs, I'm not going to sit with you and have feelings hour." Julian shot back.
"Just answer some of my questions Jules. That's all I ask."
"No, Logan! I'm not talking about this." In one swift motion Julian got up and walked across the room to the door. He swung it open and turned back to Logan. "I'd really appreciate it if you would leave now."
"I don't give a damn what you would really appreciate right now princess! I want to talk about you confessing your love for me! I think that's a pretty big fucking deal Jules!" Logan shouted for everyone in Stuart House to hear.
Julian quickly closed the door and leaned against it with his head in his hands. "Lo, can we please forget that ever happened? It's over. Nothing is going to come of it so let's just act like it was a moment of temporary insanity." He spoke calmly and quietly for the first time since the conversation started.
"No. I can't just forget about it! You're one of my best friends! I'm not going to live with you constantly acting awkward around me or just avoiding me all the time!" Logan was still screaming. "Just tell me it was something Adam made up in his head. Tell me it was his imagination so I can go back to not giving a shit of what you think of me!"
Julian slowly lifted his head and spoke. "I can't tell you that…"
"Why not?" Logan couldn't help how angry he was. So much for his medication helping this situation. It probably wore off while he was pacing in front of Julian's door for hours but he just wanted some answers.
"Because it's true!" Julian was instantly furious with Logan. "And not matter how much I try to hate your guts, I can't! There! Are you satisfied now? You got what you wanted, now get the hell out!" Julian walked to his desk and stood over his chair. He felt a familiar sting in his eyes but refused to while Logan was still in the room.
Eventually he heard the creak of his door opening. Logan hesitated and glanced back at Julian briefly before leaving the room. As soon as Julian heard the comforting click of his door being shut, he let all the tears fall.