Disclaimer: I do not own in LOTR char., but I own in o/c here. Which is a few really o.o;;; er yeah sorry ^_^;

A/N: There's murder a foot! The lover of Legolas is killed and now she searches for the answers to her many questions and tries to stop him from bringing the whole world into darkness. But how can this be done? She is a spirit that cannot be seen or touched or even felt. or can she?



Love Will not be Forgotten



Kill me, and my soul will remain



I am a victim of love.

I was slain by the person whom I most cared.

I am looking for the truth.

Looking for the answers..

I stood there in shock as he came at me, as he took hold of my sword and drove it into my breast. I screamed of horror and pain and he only laughed. The laugh sent chills through my skin, it was more then I could bear to hear. That laughing, it drove me insane.

My love! Why do you kill me? Why do you laugh as I die? Why does that laugh hurt my very being so much?

..What have I done to anger you so? What has taken over your body? What evil has arisen into your soul?

I choked up blood as that malice laughter rang through my ears and my heart. A wicked smile crept into his face, a smile that would send anyone away running in terror and fear. Then I heard my heart beat; it grew louder and louder soon it drowned out the laughter of my love.

I dropped to my knees as the sword was pulled from my body. The blood seeped through my silk undershirt and dribbled down my leather tunic. I grasped my shoulder and felt the pain burn through my whole body.

I dared to take on last look at my love before I pasted into the world of darkness and shadow. As our eyes met I gasped. They were blacker then night; they were no longer those beautiful blue crystals that I so admired.

"Why... Why Legolas.. Why have you killed me?" I asked, my voice quivering with much pain and sorrow. Suddenly his eyes turned back to the normal blue color and he stepped backwards in shock. His eyes grew wide as he dropped the sword and looked down upon me.

"What.. what have I done?" he cried as he lunged for me. All at once I felt him embrace me. for one last time. My eyes filled with tears. His body felt so warm.. I felt so safe.. so loved.. for just one last time. Then he stood abruptly and held tightly to his head and bent over. He gave a loud cry and slammed his fists against cold dirt of the earth. He shock all over

That laughter started again, sweat poured from his face. A crazed look became lodged in his eyes once they turned back to the dark evil void. His voice became deep and frightening.

".. You'll never win." I heard him mutter.

"WHY!?" I shrilled with the last of my strength. My voice rang through the trees and sent birds flying. It pierced his ears and sent him into a fit of shaking. It looked as if a war was raging inside of him.

The laughter became all. It was everything. There was nothing else. only laughter. My vision began to fade, everything became a blur and I heard his voice.

He was still bent over, cradling his head in his hands. He swiftly put his hands to the ground and tightened his fist around the dark earth.

"You.. you dared.. to love me. even though... This demon is seething inside of me." His voice became so distant. I felt myself sink and then... Nothing. There was nothing. It cannot be explained, it was just nothing at all. I felt content, happy almost. No more tears.. no more laughter . .no more. love.

"NO!" A scream came from my mouth. It rang through the nothing.

I seemed to be dropped into a pool of ice and shock overflowed my body. I strained to breathe in but I felt only water flowing into my lugs. I felt myself being forced from my body. It felt as if I was shrinking, contracting. And then I heard a pop and there was black. I strained to open my eyes. It felt like daggers where being forced into them. I ignored the pain and soon everything became clear. The light of day cut through the trees and I still smelt the sent of the forest.

I saw my body lying on the forest floor; my blue eyes wide open, now looking of soulless glass. My cherry-colored hair strewed about the ground and the wound in my chest. still leaking blood. I looked at the scar over my left eye and felt cold from the inside out.

I screamed in sheer shock but no one heard. I saw my lover walking away, my sword in his hand trailing with blood. I looked upon his soul. Once it was so white. so pure. But now. It was black, so dark. so evil. He disappeared through the trees back to our small cottage. He thought I was no more.

But this story has only begun. This story has begun with my death and will end with the answers.

Little did he know. little did I know.. I would play an important part in this tale. I am dead. I am the on looker; I'm the one.. watching.. searching.. hoping..



Love will not be forgotten.

...

As long as there's this story.

A/N: What do you think? Should I go back to square one? I'm not to pleased with how this turned out. Oh well. I feel I need to start over. This is too stupid. I dunno.