I do not own One Tree Hill or its characters.
I'm at that stage with OTH that I really just want it to end because I'm losing interest ever since 4.01..Sad BRUCAS break-up. Every time I see something or a picture about Sophia Bush I feel so sad for her. Imagine divorcing someone and having him or her break your heart on screen during your day job? No matter how professional, it all hurts, we're all human, and we all feel pain, even CMM…
Prologue
There's all this talk and rave about love. How happy it makes you feel, the different outlook on life you have because there is always someone to share it with. Love is supposed to be this fairytale with a happy ending right? Wrong!…………
I loved a man once more than life itself, I never knew how much until I let him go. Letting him go was the hardest thing I ever did, most people would never understand why but I have my reasons. Reasons of the heart, reasons of the mind. Having your heartache, not being able to eat, sleepless nights and your mind racing endlessly.
The emptiness you feel because that part of your life has been taken away from you. The warmth that they bring into your day and the chill that has replaced it. How about when you have a shower and all you end up doing is cry, or when you watch a romantic movie and the girl gets the boy, you secretly wish that were you.
It's quite strange that you are born into the world; you develop as a human being, at school, educators teach you about the Pythagoras theorem, or how God created the universe or maybe even the big bang theory but never did they teach you how to handle loving someone that will never love you back. Could it be that there was no definite answer and you actually don't move past the heartbreak? Do you think one day, generation Y will have a cure already made into packet form and all we have to do is buy and add water. I really hope that someone comes up with something because I'm slowly unravelling and I just might tell him he should love me instead of her…