Disclaimer: I own nothing.
If anything in this one shot is wrong I can fully place the blame on my computer because I spell checked a millions times.
I watch you
From Severus Snape to the girl who was once his best friend. Lily Evans.
I could beg you for forgiveness
That seems wrong somehow
Maybe because I know that you won't ever forget
The time I called you that horrible name
The first time in my life I truly regret.
I watch you and him holding hands
I want you so badly to be mine
But I never had the courage to tell you
That I love you more than he ever will
Though I know you won't believe that to be true.
I watch him helping you with your studies
Just as I did before I said that awful word
I used to be the one you turned to
And when something went wrong
I'd always be there to guide you.
I watch you move on
Without me to hinder you
In a way I'm glad
Because he's so much better for you
But deep inside it's driving me mad.
I watched as you announced that you and he were a couple
Nobody but my fellow house members saw my tears
And that's the way it will stay
Me loving you
And you walking away