A/N: I hate when my muse gets an idea because then I can't sleep or anything until I write or type it out… Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own Beverly Hills 90210…

Brenda was nervous and she hated it. It wasn't like she hadn't been home at all in the last five years but this time it was different. This time she had come home so that her brother could help her through the pain she was going through. She had been married for three months but her husband died two weeks ago hit by a drunk driver. As she stepped out of the car she put her hand on her rounded stomach and took in a deep breath. She wondered if she should have told her brother why she was coming home but she hadn't. She knew that he would figure it out as soon as he saw the rings on her fingers and saw her stomach.

Deciding to leave her bags in the rental car for now she grabbed her purse and then straightened her shoulders and walked towards the front door. Before she even got to the front door it was pulled open and her brother and his wife came running outside. It took all of her will power not to cry right then and there.

Brandon came running out the front door with Kelly behind him but he skidded to a halt when he saw Brenda's stomach and his eyes flashed up to hers and he said "You're pregnant!"

Brenda couldn't help but roll her eyes at her brother and said in a sarcastic voice "Whatever gave you that idea Brandon?"

Before Brandon could say anything Brenda burst into tears and started sobbing and Brandon rushed over to her with Kelly hot on his heels and he said "What is it Sis? What's wrong?"

Brenda knew she couldn't hold it in any longer and she sobbed harder as she clung to Brandon and she said through her tears "I was married and had been for three month and he was killed two weeks ago."

Brandon wasn't sure what to say to that so he just bent and picked Brenda up in his arms and carried her inside with Kelly walking beside him rubbing Brenda's back. Hearing his sister sob like she was, was breaking his heart. He hoped that the one person who was in his house would be able to get her calmed down. He quickly made his way into the living room where the rest of the gang was seated.

Dylan looked up when he only heard two sets of footsteps coming into the living room and his breath caught. He stood up and made his was over to Brandon who was holding a sobbing Brenda in his arms. As soon as he got to Brandon's side without even asking or being asked too he picked Brenda up out of Brandon's arms and walked back over to the couch and sat down with Brenda on his lap.

"Shh baby its okay. Whatever is wrong I'll fix it. Just calm down Bren." Dylan said in a soothing tone. It may have been years since he has held Brenda but to him it was just natural holding her. Not a day has went by in the years that had passed that he hasn't thought of her or wished that she was by his side.

Brenda recognized Dylan's voice and she wrapped her arms around his neck and sobbed into his neck. She was crying for the husband she lost but she was also crying because she felt safe in Dylan's arms and she never wanted to let him go. She wouldn't admit it to anyone but her and her husband only got married because she was pregnant. They weren't in love with one another but they had been best friends. That is why she felt guilty not that she could say that to anyone. If she did it would be admitting that she was a failure as a woman and as a wife. It would also show everyone that no matter how hard she tried she just couldn't get over one Dylan McKay.