He no longer looks at me,
Not like he used too.
There used to be love,
Now he hates me, I know he does.
He avoids me,
Can't stand to be near me.
Despises me for what I did,
He doesn't understand, my true reasons for doing it.
If only he knew why,
Why I kissed him that day.
O why can't I tell him…?
…Because he'd hate me more.
Yes! It's my fault,
Blame me, I killed him!
It was the only way,
We had to survive, it was us or him.
Fine, so I chose the easy way out!
Call me a coward!
I deserve the punishment I receive,
I wear it for everyone to see.
This is my burden.
Only I shall bear it.
Only I can bear it.