Ellie's Story This is for you guys

by Lichfield Girl

AU, Ellie centric, comprises of letters sent to her friends back home to explain what exactly happened to her in the last year of her life. Some dark and disturbing things to come.

1. The beginning

I believe that life can be compared to a novel, made up of various chapters that contribute to the dramatic climax.

As with any novel, life has its ups and downs, highs and lows, laughter and tears. And you as the reader, stays with that character through their lows, you cry with them, feel their pain, and wish you could help them.

But I guess you guys weren't interested in my story.

All of you are all too aware of my lows, I saw the looks, I heard the whispers by the lockers, in the classrooms, in the hall. The words they and you called me, "Cutter" "Vampire" "Suicide" "Freak"

And yeah guys, some of those things are true, some not. But now It's time for the truth. So I'm sitting here thousands of miles away from you all, trying to find the words, trying to make sense of it all.

So if you care at all, carry on reading and I will talk you through the latest chapter of my life, and for all of you, the final chapter in the Ellie Nash story.

So for Marco, Ashley, Craig, Paige and Mom,

For I owe each of you an explanation

I shall begin.

But please do remember, I'm not guilty and I'm not sorry.

Ellie