This is my first My So Called Life FanFic. I'm not too sure if I like it, so if ya could give my some feed back that would be awesome :).

I don't own mscl, or the characters blah blah blah yall know the drill. And remember it is FICTION.

It's been 10 years since the letter. Angela Chase and Jordan Catalano never made it past that night in the car after the letter. Now, Angela who is 25 Jordan who is 27 haven't seen nor spoke to each other in almost 8 years. Both lead their own lives, but still think about each other to this day. Jordan and his best friend Shane took off after a chance for their band to be signed...But it never happened. Now leaving in New York, they own a shop and work on cars. Angela, never left Three Rivers, and remained best friends with Rickie, Sharon, and after a while she learned to forgive Rayanne. After dealing with Jordan, she had to deal with Brian Karkow. Things didn't turn out to good. She simply told him that they would never be anything but friends, because she didn't have the same feelings for him as he did her. After graduation, Brian moved to California to attend UCLA. Now 10 years later, Angela, Rickie, Rayanne and Sharon are moving to the big apple.

"You guys, We leave in two days and have nothing packed" a rushed Angela shouted while packing a box. The four had gotten apartment together after graduation, they weren't to sure about it at first, But it turned out working out great.

"Angelica calm down, we have time. Besides, with the way you're running around here everything will be packed by tonight" Rayanne said walking into the living room. Angela gave Rayanne one of those looks. It wasn't that Angela was flipping out about moving, it was that she was trying to keep her self busy. Today was the day the love of her life, the infamous, Jordan Catalano moved away. Angela sighed and went back to what she was doing.

"wait..." Rayanne said walking around the couch. "There is something bothering you"

"what... no there's not" Angela replied turning away.

"yeah, right. You're not looking at me, now I know there is something up" Rayanne laughed.

Angela closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

Flashback

"So, You're leaving"

"yeah, Residue got this offer. Its like, big ...we're going out to Cali." Jordan said as he threw a bag in his trunk.

Angela stood to the side watching, fighting back her tears.

She nodded "oh..well..good luck"

Jordan straightened and looked at her.

"uhh, thanks" He could tell she was about to cry. He always knew when she was about to cry. He walked over and gave her a hug. Angela melted into his arms. They never tried to be a couple again after the letter but they still remained friends. She sighed and pulled away quickly wiping her tears.

"so, i guess ill see ya round" Jordan said quietly.

"uh yeah. see ya around" Angela replied with a fake smile.

"Yo Catalano" Shane shouted "Come on we gotta get goin" Jordan glanced over at Shane who was getting in the car.

"well.. bye" He whispered looking back at Angela

She just stared at him for a second. "bye" She said just above a whisper.

Not able to stop himself Jordan wrapped his arms around her tightly Angela let the tears fall. He kissed her lips gently and wiped her tears away. She sighed and closed her eyes. When she opened them back up, she was standing there alone, watching Jordan's car drive off. What she didn't know is that Jordan was watching her through the rear view mirror till he couldn't see her anymore

end flashback

"Angela...angela..ANGELA!" Rayanne screamed

Angela's eyes flew open and wiped her tears quickly.

"what?" She asked turning around with her head down picking up a box.

"I know what's wrong.. Today, is the day Jordan left"

Angela just glanced over at her and walked out of the room. Angela took the box she has been carrying and sat it in the dinning room, its where they were keeping everything that was already packed.

"Hey girl" Rickie smiled.

"hey" she replied quietly not really looking at him.

He knew what today was, he gave her a thought smile. Angela gave a weak smile back. "So, I almost have everything in my room packed" Rickie finally said

"Great... I just have a few more things to pack up in mine. And the living is almost finished." Angela replied

"We're really doing this... its like so..weird" Rickie said looking at all the boxes.

"I know. who would've thought we'd ever move from three rivers" Angela gave a little laugh running through her hair.

They stood there in a silence for a couple of minutes. "well, im kinda hungry. I'm gonna get me something to eat" Angela smiled Rickie nodded and Angela walked towards the kitchen.

In New York

Jordan was sitting in the office of the shop, reading over some papers. Or so it looked like it. But he was really looking at a picture of Angela Chase, his Angela. Wondering what she looked like now, who she was today. If she was married, had kids. If she was thinking about him.

"Hey Jordan" Shane said coming into the office. Jordan looked up flipping the paper's upside down so Shane couldn't see.

"yeah"

"There's dude out here wants you to look at his car." Shane could tell something was up.

Jordan got up and headed over to the door and walked out. Shane watched him trying to figure it out. Once Jordan was out in the shop itself he walked over, and picked up the papers. Only to find the picture. It took him a minute to realize who it was, and then realized that today made 8 years him and Jordan has left three rivers. "you're never going to get over her" he whispered and set the papers back down walking out of the office.

Back to Three Rivers

"Chase Face, we're all going out.. and before you say no, don't worry we finished everything down stairs." Sharon said walking into Angela's room. Angela didn't reply. She sat on the side of her bed on the floor. Sharon looked at her and then walked over

"Angela, what is it?" she asked

Angela just shook her head, Sharon looked down at her hands and seen a picture.

"Oh, what's that of? did you find it packing?" She asked looking over. When she seen who the picture was of she knew what was wrong.

"oh Chase Face, im sorry" Sharon whispered rubbing her arm.

Angela wiped the tears and sniffled. "it's ok.." She cleared her throat "did you say we're going out?"

"yeah.. I mean you don't have to come"

"no, i want to" Angela said standing up.

"well come on" Sharon smiled taking her hand.

Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah, I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone

My intentions never change
What I wanted stays the same
And I know what I should do
It's time to set myself on fire

Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I

Your reflection I've erased
Like a thousand burned out yesterdays
Believe me when I say goodbye forever
Is for good

Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
(A photograph of you and I)

Whoa yeah! Whoa…

Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
(A photograph of you and I)
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I

... In love...

Was it A Dream-30 Seconds To Mars.

Sooo...There's chapter one. Please, tell me what you think, I would really apperciate it. Hope you guys liked it:)
3 Jackie