Disclaimer: I own NOTHING!!!!!!!!!

Summery: Vegeta feels hurt because a certain saiyan has left him for no reason (Awwww…poor guy sniff) hint of yaoi…. Ok LOTS of yaoi

Thoughts that won't be erased

He lay still on the floor of the Gravity-chamber, staring at the ceiling, the high-prince, fallen.

Why have you left me?

It was strange how affected he was, and all for one stupid person. Vegeta looks at the cell phone he had broken earlier and thrown across the floor

That blasted thing started all of this!

"Vegeta? Vegeta! Vegeta are you in there!"

Blasted onna, come to think of it, she also played a part in this!

The only difference was that Vegeta couldn't break Bulma and throw her across the floor, not that he couldn't… he could but then he'd be stuck with a lavender-haired brat to raise.

"VEGETA!"

"YES ONNA I HEARD YOU!!!!!!!"

Bulma sighed, she was worried something had happened

"DON'T SHOUT!!! Just wanted to tell you that supper was ready"

She heard a grunt from the other side of the door and decided to leave him be.

Vegeta hadn't come out of the G-room for over three months now, whenever he did come out to the bathroom or for a change she'd only catch a glimpse of him as he closed the door to the Chamber. His appetite had worsened too, eating less and less each day.

"One day I'm gonna find him laying in there dead."

Bulma made her way to the kitchen where Trunks was busy putting his plate in the dish-washer.

Serves him right though, he hasn't even taken note of his son in these last few months!

"Mom? Can I go play over by Goten an Gohans today?"

Bulma put a hand on her son's head

"Sure you can hun."

The demi saiyan tilted his head side ways

"You think dad will come with me?"

Bulma pulled her son into a hug for fear he would notice her tears

"Maybe not today but I'm sure he will once his training is over okay?"

She watched as her son flew off toward the Son residence, she knew it was a lie… Vegetas training… the gravity room hadn't been on for weeks, she didn't know what he was doing in there but out here he was hurting he's family.

Vegeta, continued to stare at the door long after Bulma left, he had never felt so hurt and yet so angry at the same time.. ever, angry at Bulma for giving him that phone and sad that he lost what was afraid to admit he wanted most. Vegeta finally sat up and growled, his back seemed to ache every time he got up from a horizontal position.

Horizontal positions?

As much as the thoughts pained him he found himself grinning his 'oh-so-evil-smile'

Oh yes horizontal was good but the vertical came first

Vegeta licked his lips as his eyes turned a deep gold, he missed the filling feeling of having his mate inside him.

Mate?

Vegeta shook his head,

No.

His eyes went back to normal

He's gone and not coming back!

Vegeta stomped across the G-room over to the controls cursing at his silly reaction to a mere word, a mere THOUGHT!

No, it was no mere thought, it was him, it was…

No, he would not think of it, he didn't want that, that… pleasure. Vegeta found himself standing still, he wanted to switch on the gravity but he didn't, he hadn't for a month. Training was his escape, but he found a better escape so going back to training wasn't as fulfilling as he wished it to be, it was not the completion he had felt for those six months with his one and only, those glorious six months…

He powered up to super saiyan

"NO! I WILL NOT REDUCE MYSELF TO THAT LEVEL! I AM THE PRINCE OF ALL SAIYANS!!!!!!

Vegeta slammed the controls on and his training began, a training to rid his mind of all thoughts, of all weakness and all in the past that had haunted him. He would train himself to forget no matter how little he wanted to.

A single tear fell down his cheek

If only you could see your great prince now Kakarot, if only you could see him now…

So whadaya think? I'm still a bit rusty cus its bn 3 months since I last wrote a story so I'm open 2 ideas

Note: kasei an doc did NOT help me with this one it belongs to my OWN sick-demented-mind

Vegeta: damn straight! You had better stop this shit RIGHT NOW you little brat!

Shut up already! I heard ya, I'm ending it I'm ending it!

Wispers to readers; as soon as he falls asleep I'll continue k?

Vegeta: …I heard that