So decided to delete the original and rewrite the whole thing. It is some place the same but decided to change small things. I think I like this rewrite better then the original. I do not own any characters. I only love Hellsing. ENJOY.

"You are nothing but a weak Vampire who drinks her blood" He whispered in her ear as he strolled pass.

"I'm very disappointed in you Police Girl." He growled when she missed a target.

"Why must you never listen to what I tell you.? DRINK THE BLOOD IDIOT." He bellowed at her.

"I made you from my blood and having you not drink is making me look like a fool." It was always insults of some sort.

"You will never make a good No-life Queen." He was right.

"YOU ARE THE WEAKEST VAMPIRE" His voice echoed.

Her Master's insults replayed over and over in her head. She wasn't doing it to make a point or even to anger him, all this still felt new to her. So much had changed and drinking blood scared the fuck out of her. Why couldn't he understand that?.

Seras was afraid of turning into a monster. The last time she had spoke to her Master he just glared at her, and told her to get out of her sight when she tried to apologise for missing a target she had not seen. When she went to talk to Sir Integra she had overheard them talking about her.

"I don't understand what you want Alucard. She is still learning and yes we all know she is trying to hold on to her humanity by not eating but give the poor girl time, after all her life has been changed drastically in a matter of minutes. She lost everyone and gained immortality."

"I have given that little brat enough time to learn the ways of our kind and still she refuses to accept what she is. How much do you expect I wait Sir Integra." Seras could hear him sighing and when she peeked around the corner she was hurt to see Sir Integra and Alucard looking at each other so nicely, he only ever glared at her or didn't bother to look at her.

It was hard to tell if he was looking when he wore those glasses, sometimes she wished she just rip them off and smash them against the ground. But that would only bring more punishment and hate against her.

Seras sat on her bed, staring at her feet. It had been days since she last spoke to her Master nor had she spoken to Integra. There had been very little missions lately so she just hid away in her chambers listening to her music and getting annoyed at the tiniest things. Seras had been planning on leaving earlier but a couple times she almost got caught but Alucard or the guards, she had waited long enough and she tonight was the perfect night to escape.

Sighing Seras remembered the looks that were passed between her Master and her human Master and she had admitted not to long ago she wanted Alucard to look at her like that, but she knew that was never going to happen. Seras sat there remembering everything that her Master had taught her, she had to remember to drink her blood, that was the one of the things that seemed to piss him off the most and to keep training, she knew she wasn't going to be a full vampire until he shared his blood.

But she was able to get more powerful if she remembered the simple things. Seras smiled when she thought that maybe one day in the future she would be able to please Alucard with her powers. Seras would have the time to research such things with her new found freedom.

She quietly waited till the right moment when she was quite certain no one would see or sense her leaving. Seras begun to slip out, cursing at the chamber door when it groaned as she opened it, sneaking upstairs she used her vampiric powers to sense if anyone was near, Walter was upstairs talking to Sir Integra and there were a few men outside doing some late night training. "Great" She whispered as she dashed for the door, out to the grounds and jumped over the fence, she only stopped once to look back at the Hellsing home "Goodbye Master", she whispered and then turned round and continued to run where she was going she wasn't sure but she happy to be leaving.

It wasn't until morning that Walter was the one to find that Seras was gone, keeping calm he made his way to his Bosses office. He knew all to well this was not going to be a easy thing to tell his boss and he knew it would not go well with Alucard.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN GONE" Integra yelled her voice echoing throughout the room. She slammed her fists on the desk, items fell to the floor.

"I have searched the below grounds for her Sir, but there seems to be no signs of Miss Victoria and no-one has seen her since her last training session." Walter repeated calmly.

"Did she leave a note or something saying why she up and left?"

"Afraid not Sir Integra but her stuff is still here but I doubt she cares."

"ALUCARD" Integra yelled, summoning her servant. A couple seconds later, Alucard appeared before her and Walter.

"Yes My master?" he said bowing.

"Well Alucard it seems that your little vampire has gone. Seras Victoria has left the Hellsing organisation. I wish to seriously know how she managed to leave without you sensing her leaving."

Alucard didn't say anything, nor did he show any emotions but inside he was angry and hurt. Why would his Police girl leave? Had he finally pushed her to far.? He didn't think he had. He had done what he thought was right. Pushing her to drink her blood, to train.

"Well Alucard can you sense her?" Walter asked. Alucard tried but it seem to him that she had blocked him from entering her mind. He shook his head. " No" he said sternly
"Well you have to find her, She is after all your fledgling You need to keep that girl on a tighter leash when you find her, we cant have a barely fed vampire roaming around London. She may attack civilians." Integra said walking pasted Alucard and leaving the office, Walter right beside her.

"Police girl. Why did you have to anger me?" He growled as he began his search for her. He was going to make sure that she got a good punishment when he found her. This was unacceptable behaviour for any fledgling of his. He couldn't help but wonder what had been the final straw for her. He never thought she would leave, he figured she would fight back, have a tantrum but not actually leave.