Author's note: Hyahho~i ( ´θ｀)ノ Well it's been a while since my last writing and seems like I began to be inspired again. Maybe this was the boredom going in and out of the hospital and those high dosages I took up until now, at first I was thinking of posting something of a break-up again but I got a little tired of break kind of depressing like those painkillers injected to me when I am in pain just kidding, I am not expecting for anything but I hope you enjoy it I am sorry id the grammar is a little bad but still I hope you enjoy this!
"I made it." Shingyouji telling himself looking around the big campus of Shidou, his feel frozen that he can't take another step to walk inside the school in his thoughts there's one person that he is dying to see, the guy he fell in love at first sight when he had taken the entrance exam months ago.
After some hours the young man went inside the school since the freshmen orientation will be starting anytime. He met some new acquaintances during the program and afterwards the room assignment was announced and directly went there.
"Anou, I'm Shingyouji Kanemitsu, you must be my roommate Shinobu Kazunari?" Shingyouji greeted him happily. His roommate responded to him by looking at him from head to toe suddenly standing up beside him and coldly approach him. "Let's get this straight, I don't care what business you might have but anything I will do should not be a concern of yours, I have no plans of making friends with you so you better leave me alone." Says his roommate still staring at him blankly.
"Eh?" Shingyouji asking him confusedly. "I won't repeat myself to you again by the way I'll take this side of bed." His roommate told him while placing his stuffs. "This will not be a problem to you isn't it?" N-no I don't mind any bed will do uhm so I am really happy and excited I hope we get along well." Shingyouji smiled at him. Shinobu only stared at him and left the room the leaving Shingyouji alone. "What a mean guy." Shingyouji unpacking his things staring at his uniform getting excited for the next day for his first class and finally seeing again the guy that made him motivated to study in Shidou.
On the first day of class and meeting his classmate Shingyouji woke up late, with only washing his face he hurriedly change into his uniform and almost fell when he wore his slocks, he ran as fast as he could almost panting when he reached his class only to see that his teacher is already inside. "Gomen sensei" Shingyouji apologized to his teacher while trying to find a seat, he saw his roommate as if he did not care about him being late. He hurriedly found a seat and unfortunately it was beside Shinobu that is only available which left him with no choice. That guy he could have at least wake me up man I am feeling hungry and I haven't eaten anything yet. Shingyouji thought to his self while looking at his roommate and classmate. "Is there a problem?" Shinobu asking him bluntly. "N-nothing" replied Shingyouji and hurriedly took his notebook out of his bag. After the class he tried to approach his roommate to face him but he is too hungry to deal with it now, thinking he can do it once they're both in their dormrooms. As he decided to go to the canteen his name was called over the PA system.
SHINGYOUJI KANEMITSU YOU HAVE A PHONE CALL PLEASE PROCEED TO THE FRONT DESK THANK YOU.
Upon hearing the announcement he hurriedly went there and took the call. "Hello? Obaa-chan!" Shingyouji happily greeted his grandmother over the phone. "How's your first day there? Are you having a hard time?" The elder woman asked him. "No" Shingyouji lied. "Everyone is great here I have lots of friends now and my roommate and I are getting along, I think they all like me." He said trying not to make her worried. "That's good to hear, I know this will be your first time being away with me so I am worried that you might not be able to cope in." "Don't worry I'm a grown man now I can handle those things so just always take a rest and don't forget to take your medicines on time ok?" Shingyouji's tears suddenly flow into his face but he tried to control his self from crying. "I better go now obaa-chan, my friends are waiting for me I love you goodbye." As he hang-up the phone Shingyouji wipes his tears he never wanted to lie in the first place but he knows how his grandma would feel if he showed her and told her about what's happening to him and how he wanted to go home right away just because of a roommate not talking to him and still not having friends in the school.
As he entered the canteen he did not expect to see the guy he was looking since the first day, he felt that it must be his lucky day but as he approached him, Misu stand up and leave the place he tried to follow him but hearing his stomach growling he decided to just eat for now. He saw Shinobu . "Uhm everyone else is full can I at least sit here beside you?" Shinobu did not reply and suddenly stand up leaving him alone. Shingyouji really want to punch him for being arrogant and he is really starting to hate him day by day he saw him.
After finishing his food Shingyouji went to the library remembering about the assignment given to him by his teacher as he is walking the hallway he saw Misu with his friend walking along his way, he can feel his heart beating but he go ahead to walk away since he can't approach him as if they are familiar with each other. As he saw the older man walking along he turned around and took just a glimpse of him before heading to the library. Unknown to him as he walked away Misu stopped and looked back at him. "Misu, is there a problem?" His classmate asking him. "Nothing at all let's go." Misu answered him walking away.
As he entered the library he started looking for the book that he needed unable to reach it he tip-toed but suddenly someone helped him out. "T-thank you." Said Shingyouji while taking the book out of the man's hand. "Freshman?" the man asked him. "Yes". "How rude of me I'm Kuroiwa-Noboru 2nd year Class A" bowing to Shingyouji. "And you are?" "Shingyouji-Kanemitsu, n-nice meeting you senpai" replied the young man. "You seem to be alone, not with your friends?" Noboru asked him. "Not quite." Replied Shingyouji with a smile.
They sit down on a chair and started having conversation, Shingyouji feels happy finally having a good friend and nice senpai , he wants to ask about Misu but if he wants to know about him he don't want to ask help from him, so for now what he wants is to enjoy his time with him while he is also getting help from his assignments. "Have you decided to join some club while you're here at Shidou?" asked Noboru
"I was planning to join Kendo, they have tryout how about you senpai?" Shingyouji asking him. "Well same here for me, how about we both go there next week and let's do our best to get in ok? Shingyouji nodded in response after spending some hours in the library he left and apologized to his new friend telling him that he still need to head back to his room. As he went outside for the third time on that day he saw Misu but this it was up close. "Misu-senpai." Shingyouji cannot find the words he want to say the the older man. "Yes?" Misu asking him. "I-I uhm anou." As he tried to tell him if he still remember him suddenly one of Misu's classmate the same guy he was with approached him. "Hey Misu! We're needed in the executive office, oh is there a problem Freshman?" Shingyouji feel stupid being frozen in that moment. "Misu do you know each other?" his classmate asking him curiously. "No, never met him before, is there something you need? I am in a hurry." Misu replied to the young man coldly. "N-nothing senpai I'm so sorry." Bowing to him and run away. AS he head back to his room his roommate is not yet there.
He suddenly break down and cry. Obaa-chan I'm sorry I lied I am not happy, I have a roommate that makes my life a living hell and the guy I like didn't even recognize me. I want to go home, this is not the place I belong, I don't feel like it anymore. Shingyouji buried himself in tears thinking maybe entering Shidou is a stupid idea after all
Well there's my first chapter I'll try my best to do follow up with this I think i missed writing wanting to say what's on my mind xoxo