Disclaimer: Okay this one actually makes sense. Since i did use Sirius' name. I don't own harry potter or anything to do with it, never will, and i think Sirius is still siruisly sexy (i know don't shoot me because of that joke)


Alone

i'm all alone
there's no one else left
these feelings about you
find their way into my head
i can't stop thinking about you

when i sleep at night
i see you and me
just sitting there, having fun
like we used to
but i still can't bring myself to say it
the thing that i've always wanted to say

something inside me, says i shouldn't
after what you did
you took them, but left me
i want to move on
i want to forget
but it's more painful to forget
than it is to remember

it hurts to remember
all the laughs
all the jokes
even the pranks
those late night cuddles when i was cold

you didn't shun me because of what i am
you saw me when no one else did
you made me smile
you were my world
but u took that too

i lie awake
to troubled to go to sleep
i can hear the wind outside my window
even that seems to call your name

i start to cry
you hurt me so bad
almost beyond repair
more than anyone else

I got hurt all because
Sirius Black, you bastard,
you made me fall in love
with you


A/N: Okays, this was another one of those things where i was all like "gah, i'm feeling sorry for myself" and actually i started it as just a plain poem, but then i think i've been reading to many fan fics cuz it turned into a sb/rl thing. so yea here it is. this is like my second poem type thing so still don't be like RAWR I"M GONNA EAT YOU NOW on the reviews.

Until Next Time
Happy Fanfictioning

STTF
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