I once said:
You wouldn't believe how lonely you get.
I know that pain,
That loneliness,
More strongly than ever now.
It's hard to see anyone,
All my friends with lives of progression,
Me,
Continually set as the wanderer,
A pathmaker between the worlds,
To keep the worlds...
...*...
But let me wander,
Oh let me wander,
If Helen, with her elephant arm
And Joris and my cricket playing friends,
Can simply continue on,
If life can go on,
Even without me in it,
Let me wander,
It hurts to wander in loneliness,
But it hurts more, to lose the world to Them.