A's Suicide Letter to B
Disclaimer: I own nothing, so yeah… This is what I would tell my love if I committed suicide. Well, I kind of DID… My name starts with A, and I'm pretty smart (not to be a show-off or anything) and I am hopelessly in love with Beyond Birthday and L Lawliet, so in my eyes this is a letter that I wrote to B before my suicide. Enjoy!
To my dear B,
Life has become unbearable. This pressure has pushed me over the edge. I can never be the successor of the great L. You know this, and that's why you ran away. About the baby boy you took from me; you stole him out of jealousy and anger, and by now you should know this, but if not, then I must inform you that the baby is not L's. He is yours.
His name is Zachariah Lawliet Birthday. By the way, I know what you are planning. You always talked about becoming better than L, and you will use Zachariah to help gain an advantage over my old friend. Just remember that Z is yours, and anything that you teach him will guide him to his fate.
I was supposed to come out of hiding to meet you soon, but obviously I will be long gone by then. I went into hiding because of Zachariah. I knew that if anybody found out about him, it would put everybody in danger, including you and L.
You both lived to compete with each other, and of course I participated, but I knew that there was no way that I could ever be as intelligent as you two. I loved both of you, and I know that you both loved me back. I can't help but think about how I will hurt pair of you, but at least you get this letter. L gets nothing…
You know that after L catches you, he will find Zachariah and send him to Whammy's, right? But that's your plan all in the end. And if I'm right, that will happen about 15 years from now, when both of you will be so busy that you have forgotten about me. Zachariah will be almost an exact duplicate of you, B. I just hope that it's enough to stop L from suspecting him of being my son.
Of course you will teach our son as much as you can about L to try to create uncertainty in whether or not Z is Lawliet's son or not. L will have his suspicions and most likely find out that Z is not his. By then, it will be too late won't it? Your plan, whatever it is, will already be carried out, and either you or Zachariah will somehow succeed L.
I don't know if Z will ever remember my voice or even who I am, but when he gets older, let him know that I did what I had to do. This world is better off without me, for if I stay too long, I will most likely go berserk or insane. I cannot do what you do and kill others. I am not strong enough mentally, and the guilt would eat me alive.
You two are my family, and even though it may not seem like it, I love you. I know that you will hate this, but since I left nothing for L, the next time you get the chance, tell him this and let him know it was from me: "He who strikes first wins."
Goodbye my dear, and take care of our son. Your love,
~A
If A was a woman, I think that I would personify her well… Review please and let me know what you think! [This letter was based off a series that the author TheLoveliestCosplayer is working on. She hasn't posted it yet, but when she does, you should take a look at it. I have approved this message.]