This popped in my head while I was listening to Pearl Jam's Alive. Amazing song. Sorry for the spelling/grammar mistakes, but English is not my native tongue.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, 'cept for the plotbunny and I'm sure even that has been done before.

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Son, she said

'Son,' she said, 'I have to tell you something.'

Have I got a little story for you

'Do tell mother, you know how I always enjoyed stories.'

What you thought was you daddy, was nothing but a…

'Son, remember when you were young how we used to go to your uncles house, only he wasn't realy your uncle?'

'Yes I remember mother, I never did figure out who he really was.'

While you were sitting, home alone at age thirteen

'By the time you were old enough to ever suspect anything, it was too late.'

'But what about him mother?'

Your real daddy was dying

'Darling, he never was your uncle. He was your father.'

Sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad that we talked

'W- what?' he stumbled over his words, 'but what about Lucius?'

Oh I, oh I'm still alive, oh I, Oh I'm still alive, oh I, oh I'm still alive

'Lucius is your uncle. Loki was his brother. When you were about thirteen, they had quite a fight. You see, I was supposed to marry Loki but Lucius wanted me even though Loki and I were in love.'

Oh, she walked slowly, across the young man's room

'A month after you were conceived Lucius dragged me from my home and forced me to marry him. He had bound Loki and he made him watch while he took me. Eight months later you were born and Lucius never suspected that you might not be his child.

She said I'm ready, for you

'I played the part of a faithful wife and pretended to love him. But then you turned thirteen.'

I can't remember anything till this very day, except Love, love

'I couldn't bear my secret anymore. I told Loki that you are really his child.'

Oh, you know when

'He turned away from me and stared out of the window. He didn't say anything for a very long time. Then he looked at me, or rather through me and said 'does Lucius know?' I said he didn't. He turned his head and mumbled 'family comes first'. Then he walked away that was the last time I ever saw him.'

Now I can't see, I just stare

'When I returned home, Lucius was furious. Loki had gone to him and told him everything. When I stepped into the room, he put the cruciates on me. He tortured me for the better part of the evening. The only thing that he said was 'does Draco know?' I said you didn't. After the torture he left me on the marble staircase.'

Oh I, oh I'm still alive, oh I, oh I'm still alive, oh I, oh I'm still alive

'A house elf found me there, took care of me and put me to bed. The next day everything was back to normal, only Lucius was colder towards me. You never even noticed a change in his behaviour. You were still his heir, the only one.'

Is something wrong she said

'Are you alright, Draco darling?'

Off course there is

'What do you think mother? I've just found out that the man who made our lives a living hell all these years isn't really my father. How alright do you think I am?'

Your still alive she said

'Don't do anything rash, darling. Lucius may be in prison, but he still has a lot of influence and could still change his testament so that we won't have any money.'

But do I deserve to be? Is that the question?

'But mother, he tortured us for the better part of our lives. He made our life a living hell, and now you tell me he isn't really my father! He is going to pay. Not with his life, I'm not like him. But he is going to pay.'

And if so, if so, who answers, who answers

'Draco, darling, just don't do anything rash.'

Oh I, oh I'm still alive, oh I, oh I'm still alive, oh I, oh I'm still alive