Alice POV

My nails were soaked through with blood as I stared down at them, horrorstruck and perplexed. What had I done?

I woke up screaming.I had that dream since the night that it happened.

FLASHBACK

I walked into the house, I had just come home from my friend Elisha's house.I was stunned, there lied my family, dead. Then I saw him, the man who left my life three years ago when my mom divorced him.

"Hi honey"he smiled threw disgusting yellow teeth.

I looked down and saw the murder weapon.I grabbed it.

"You did this" It wasn't a question, it was a fact.

"Sweetie I know your upset but-"he couldn't finish because he was dead.I dropped the gun.I fell to the floor. It took so much strength not to pick up the gun and end my life as well.I wanted to die.

End of flash back

I cried that was four years ago. I'm Sixteen now.I lived by myself. When my family was killed I was sent to live with my grandmommy. But she was old, and when I was 14 she passed away. I had no where else to go so I went back to the house where my whole life was flipped upside down. I walked threw my lonely house. I stopped at the bathroom. I looked in the mirror. What I saw looked dead, wait that was me. I had once been cute; alive striking green eyes, my lively spiky black hair, petite figure. Now my eyes were dead and hair dull and boring, I was still small. I washed face hoping to get rid of the redness in my eyes from crying.I took care of everything else. School started in half-hour. I went and practiced my guitar.

I practiced my favorite song I had written(A/N:actually Green Day wrote it lol but who cares)

Summer has come and passed.
The innocent can never last
Wake me up,
When September ends.

Like my father's come to pass, seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up,
When September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars;
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.

As my memory rests,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up,
When September ends.

Summer has come and passed.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up,
When September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up,
When September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars;
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.

As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up,
When September ends.

Summer has come and passed.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up,
When September ends.

Like my father's come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up,
When September ends.
Wake me up,
When September ends.
Wake me up,
When September ends....

Time for school.

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